Dark Angels

We are dark angels,
Numbered amongst the Valkyrie warriors
And the high archangelic choirs.
We have chasmic depths
Only we can truly see into,
And heights as tall as cathedral spires.

We are soul bound,
To weave parallel lines through all of eternity
And break humanity out of timeless chains.
We have limitless power
Only we can ever feel into,
And an endless soul-song of healing refrains.

We are gate-keepers,
Ancient mer-folk who knew secrets of old
And guard cosmic gates of ascension.
We have divine directives
Only we can really tune into,
And lead others into ever higher dimensions.

We are destiny itself,
A unified knowing, blazing, map in motion
And even time surrenders its secrets to us.
We have unconditional love
Only we can merge and blend into,
And wield with incendiary hearts, victorious.

We are the harmony
Upholding structures of love that light the world
And sounding light-notes in forever streams.
We never begin and never end,
Only thread through each other and into
Nights filled with starlight and supernovas
Where we meet in our dreams.

We are the divine
Expression of love echoing through the mountains
And swimming through the sapphire oceans.
And we will always be,
Ever onwards calling each other to soar;
Only we can really hear into
That dance of soul secrets and devotions.

We are the chaos
From which comes the storms of change
And rages through all time and creation.
And we will make the mark
Only we can ever fully burn into
The blueprints of past, present and future;
Because love always wins
And its fire through us is sweet salvation.

Only we have true insights into
The paradigms and paradoxes we came to transform;
Only we may have witnessed
The darkest nights of our particular storms.
But still we sing of strength, courage, freedom
And magnified together, we will transcend;
We are God’s love. We never end.

We are dark angels,
Walking the earth on unchartered courses
And yes, darkness we have faced and seen.
But we are twin flames,
And we are each other’s unfailing anchors,
Our peace within, our light between.

Written with love on 26th March 2018
Copyright Silverla StMichael

Image from Pixabay


Hold That Vision: Miracles Are In The Air!


Seven Archangels by Silverla StMichael, 2013

Many, many blessings of the season, to you all, to everyone who is kind enough to read my words and follow my spiritual journey with all its winding twists and (about) turns! I truly appreciate you all and I hope your deepest and most heartfelt Christmas wishes will come true in ways you can’t even imagine through the festive season, into 2018 and beyond.

So, I don’t know if you have noticed, but there is a new kind of magick in the air. You may have seen, especially if you frequent Facebook and social media, images of extremely interesting and unusual light anomalies in the sky over the last few weeks and months. You may have felt some incredibly intense and at times alarming energies emerging through the cosmos. The end of 2017 has worked itself into a sort of crescendo and then stayed at that new, higher-frequency, anything-can-happen sort of a vibration which is where we are today.

It depends how tuned-in you are energetically how much you can piece together of what has occurred in the higher realms this year particularly and over the last few years. Suffice to say, as our planet and humanity as a collective has continually ascended, there has been some resistance from darker and more fearful forces, energies, souls…call them what you will. Those caught in darkness often fear the light, even though it has the power to heal, restore and transform them forever, if they would only let it in. But this is why we have many lightworkers – incarnated angels, elementals and starseeds – incarnated on the planet at this time, to shine their light as beacons of love and hope and to uphold and uplift the energies incrementally.

“Battles”, if you can call them that – because they play out using light codes and energy and love, not weapons – have been occurring in the non-physical realms for a number of years now, and culminating this year. Speaking as an old soul with lineage related to both archangels and elementals, who has indeed been involved with those “battles” behind the scenes, love has won.

Know this in your heart and believe it. Know its truth, radiate it into the world around you, and you become another beacon in the great grid of light that is anchoring new hope and peace into creation at this time. The vibration of humanity and of Gaia at this point is higher than it ever has been, and the angels and ascended masters can more easily and readily pour in their love, light and healing, their miracle energy; come to our assistance when we need it, and help us manifest our dreams. When you think about it, so many more people are becoming conscious of sharing and caring and offering their help – time, money, love, prayers, sharing causes and appeals, donating food and items – where help is needed. Unity consciousness is truly becoming anchored here on Planet Earth, and those in the most need have been brought into the light by the angels and guides to draw our attention and facilitate us stepping in to help.

You may well have been one of the many lightworkers involved in this whole process. If you are waking feeling tired and unrested, it is highly likely you have been involved in the “battles” on other planes, or in healing and educating others, during this incubation time, this time of growth and transformation as if in a dark chrysalis, which may at times have been painful and challenging, and constantly involving walking in the dark, walking in faith in terms of what you wish to manifest in your life or what you want to achieve with your soul’s mission. It’s your soul’s work, and it matters not whether you are consciously aware of it: your soul will keep its pre-arranged appointments and fulfil its contracts either way. It just does tend to help you see the blessings and the good in the challenge if you are consciously aware.

You are so loved and so appreciated for what you have done. The angels in the higher realms pour out love and blessings to you this holy night, this Christmas Eve, as does the ascended master Jesus and the other guides and gurus who inhabit that realm. The grace of God itself reaches into your heart this festive season, for your pain, your challenge, your patience, your strength and your love has been seen and acknowledged. Do not doubt this. As the new energies flood Gaia with love, grace and beauty, you will feel and see evidence of this more and more in the weeks to come. Your faith is important, because your faith is an energy that actively assists the angels and ascended masters in this process, that actively attracts the light and love of the universe and the grace of God.

A seemingly universal by-product of what has been unfolding in the higher realms – certainly in what I have witnessed anyway among even my widest circles here on earth – is that 2017 has been a challenging year. As the energies around us have been purging and clearing out old patterns, templates and negative beliefs that hold us back energetically, events, situations, roadblocks and obstacles that we thought we had transcended have inevitably resurfaced for more, and we have been required to heal and clear and acknowledge our pain and our challenges on a deeper level than ever before. For many people, this has taken up so much of our time and energy that any plans, goals, dreams, wishes and intentions we had been holding so brightly and so vividly and so strongly for so long (even through intense energies from 2012 onwards and a particularly challenging year for many in 2016) have been on hold. I have witnessed many people becoming disillusioned and despondent in their hopes, dreams and beliefs; I have witnessed “giving up”; I have witnessed doubt; I have witnessed fear; I have witnessed complete changes of path and direction perhaps born of a need to at least get something moving again in people’s lives; I have, equally, witnessed the strength in people holding steady, allowing that pause, allowing that stillness in their path, while the chaos that has been unleashed energetically around us swirled and raged and re-formed and began to settle again in the ethers.

Those of you I know (and those of you I don’t personally know) who have some major dreams and heartfelt desires that you had been working on manifesting – and this includes many of the number that identify or have identified as twin flames – please know this. Without the big shake-up of energies that occurred this year, without those final “battles” playing out, without the influx of grace that is now occurring onto the planet as a result of love’s victory, without the chaos from which can be born new conditions, new situations, new perspectives and new opportunities, those dreams and desires which may have seemed challenging or even in some cases somewhat “impossible” (I place it in brackets because the word is losing its power and its meaning now and is unravelling itself and showing itself to be illusion) would not have been able to manifest on the earth plane (though they do indeed already exist in higher dimensions). What has occurred energetically, which was necessary for the ascension of humanity and the planet itself, has occurred as a result of your love, your hope, your holding your visions with an open heart, your manifestation work, your trust in miracles. It is how it had to be, dear ones. A great leap was needed to assist some of these dreams manifesting, and indeed, those grand dreams were placed in your heart by God, by the universe itself, by the highest of the high energies, via the universal consciousness, in order to place you in the right space and the right frequency and the right alignment to contribute to the great raising of vibration that has now been achieved.

If you are one of those who has begun to wonder why nothing you wish for ever seems to come true and why you have been given so many challenges in quick succession this year, who has begun to doubt and give up on your dreams, you are urged to stop viewing this from a place of being individually affronted (“why me? why don’t I deserve love/happiness/abundance? why does nothing good ever happen to me?” type thoughts) – stop. And think. Look back in your life, before 2017, before 2016, even more so before 2012. Think about every blessing, every thing that happened that brought you joy, that made you happy, that was the fulfilment of a wish. It is simply not true to say that nothing good ever happened and it is not healthy to believe you are now being punished when you know yourself you have done so much good here on the earth. The rather bigger dreams, more complex and needing more particular sets of circumstances to align and more people’s perspectives to change or more people’s involvement, which many of us lightworkers have been inspired with during that period between 2012-6, require rather more incubation time.

Think about how long it has taken in the past between conceiving a dream and actualising it. There has always been a process of sowing an idea or intention as a wish or a prayer, then growth time while the universe, the higher beings and God were able to work on it, then the time of coming to fruition. With the grandest dreams of your soul, from twin flame unions to once-in-a-lifetime travels to manifesting enough abundance to make a huge difference in the world to achieving the dream goal or mission, there is bound to be a longer, deeper, more involved process, on all levels; not only that but many of them are dreams relying on such high-vibrational states being present and accessible in physical reality, that this great miraculous shift had to occur first. The dreams were sowed in your heart to catalyse your own raising of frequency and your own trajectory; which in turn brings about that state that ultimately is now anchoring the potential and the energetic space that makes greater, more frequent and more powerful miracles possible in the physical plane.

It is not that you have lost your ability to manifest and co-create. What has transpired has been the backdrop for the ultimate crash course in becoming master manifestors and co-creators together with God’s will. Thought really does create reality. Yes, there has been a pause. Yes, there has been a time delay. There has always been a time delay between things coming into existence in the higher dimensions and then becoming physically visible and accessible here on the actual earth plane. It has been longer this time because it was necessary, and because what was happening energetically was not just working towards your own personal dreams and visions, it was working towards bringing in more heaven, more healing, more peace on earth than ever before. And if this has been your experience, then you have contributed your power and your light and your love to this great piece of soul mission work we could only ever have done together, through the energy of unity consciousness.

So hold that vision, dear one! Hold it with love and pride and gratefulness in your heart, knowing it already is, because YOU see it, you hold it in YOUR heart, you hold it in YOUR soul, within the non-physical dimensions. Hold it knowing that in the clarity and strength and passion of your vision you have held up a light-filled piece of heaven on earth. Hold it knowing that you ARE worthy of it, you ARE deserving; you are a being of limitless love and light radiating as a beacon here on earth, magnificent and resplendent in your inner and outer beauty and a greatly-appreciated representative of your angelic and elemental brothers and sisters who assist us from the higher realms.

Holding that vision up to the light, with an image as vivid and clear and engaging all of the senses and all the love in your angelic heart, right here and right now, is the key. Because the energies on earth right now – coming back to the stunning, breathtaking light anomalies that are illuminating our skies and adorning our Facebook feeds right now – are an infiltration of light whose beam will shine through your creation much like a projector, amplifying your vision and projecting it into the fabric of physical existence.

You are walking out of the darkness, walking out of the chrysalis, and into the light: do so with your faith still intact. And you can make that decision even now, even if it’s failed you, even if you’ve walked away from your dream, even if you’ve lost heart or lost hope, even if you’ve made choices this year you now wish you hadn’t. Your vision is still there. Your faith is still there. Now that love has won, you can pick them up again, flex your wings, and walk into 2018 radiating your bright, beautiful, unique colours and carrying with you your piece of the intricate and picturesque puzzle that is now coming together. If you need it, ask for help from your angels and guides and watch how quickly they respond with a sign, a solution, a piece of guidance or a new opportunity. Remember, they need your permission to intervene in your life.

We’ve got this. I promise.

Being brought to your knees is not necessarily a bad thing. Being brought to your knees can make you still, can bring you directly back into the present moment, can bring you to a place of prayer or contemplation or interaction with the divine, can give you rest. And can give you the opportunity to rise again, resurrecting your hopes and dreams as you stand tall in your power once more, and doing so is an act of trust and surrender in the universe that generates pure grace, which means you rise – and your heartfelt, pure-of-intention hopes and dreams with you – stronger, more powerful and more beautiful than ever before.

Immerse yourself in Christmas miracle energy, bright ones. It’s all around. Be a channel for it; look around you and see where you can shine your light to be the miracle for others; pray for others; bless others; give thanks for your own blessings; take a moment to pray and hold global visions; and dream strong, dream vivid, dream bright, no matter how crazy your dream seems to be. I repeat: love has won. Let yourself be part of the rising tide, the wave of love, the new vision, the new harmonic earth.

I wish you all beautiful and blessed experiences over the festive period and into 2018, dear souls. I am outpouring love and light for each and every one of you. The happiest of Christmasses; may every last one of your wishes and dreams come true (and no wish or dream is “impossible”) or even transcend into still greater manifestations you may not even have dreamed or conceived of, for the highest good of all.


Silverla StMichael, Christmas Eve 2017.

Images in old posts

This is just a quick note to say I have noticed that some of the images in my older posts have been removed.

I think this is something to do with them having been hosted at Photobucket.

Unfortunately I don’t have all the images in question stored on my current computer as some of those posts go back years to an older computer and a Photobucket account that is no longer active.

I am going to be working on removing them, but it may take some time, and I probably won’t be able to replace them.

Blessings! xxx

A Moment Of Clarity

I know I have been very quiet lately. You may have wondered why I haven’t posted to speak about any of the events happening in the world or how to navigate the chaotic energies surrounding them. The truth is, like so many of us right now, I have been overwhelmed. I have had, as so many of us have, my own personal challenges and struggles and spanners in the works to deal with. Energetically, just like any of you out there who are angelic warriors of light (under any name, be it earth angel, twin flame, starseed, lightworker, or any number of others), I am drained and dealing with physical symptoms which reflect the level of upgrading and transformation going on in our subtle and physical bodies at this time.

I am slowly beginning to gain some clarity on what is unfolding both in my own path and in the collective path so I thought I would share with you all. There is a lot of fear present on our planet at the present time. Indeed, cosmic alignments are intensifying the energy shifts we are still integrating from recent years, and world events (even down to the way they are reported) are amplifying the fear factor. Change and transformation bring an illusion of chaos, and bring not only fears but also unfinished business or unresolved issues and traumas to the fore, because the energy can be likened to a wild whirlwind or a relentless rollercoaster. In recent years, our planet and humanity as a whole have been ascending through energetic gateways and vibrating at an ever higher dimensional level. We are now processing, integrating and anchoring these changes, and thoroughly in the midst of the illusion of chaos. The energy shifts themselves, as we experienced new and higher dimensions of being, often felt blissful and empowering, bringing enhancements to our spiritual abilities and lucid dreams or beautiful runs of synchronistic opportunities. The integration stage, because we are anchoring these new vibrations to our physical reality, requires us to walk between these worlds and marry them together, without becoming entrenched in the lower vibrations of fear.

Many of you (if not all of you) who have been drawn to this page and similar spiritual pages are angelic warriors of light – awakened or awakening beings related to the angels and elementals of the higher realms, incarnated on earth at this time to assist this process simply by being, by holding your own unique energy signature, by radiating out your unique light-stream into the cosmos. Our souls are busy right now in a way they never have been before. Many of us feel tired or even exhausted so much of the time, because our souls are on mission during the dream time and in the other dimensions parallel to our physical human existence. We may not consciously know what our souls are doing, but we can feel the effects of the hard work and constant striving in our physical bodies. We may get glimpses through our dreams. It does not matter whether we consciously know what our soul is doing to lay foundations for the future or not. Our soul knows. We just need to allow those higher aspects of ourselves to do what they were always destined to do; to honour the physical body as well as we can with diet, nutrition and exercise to support the upgrading process and the higher-dimensional exertion; to be kind to ourselves at a challenging time.

It can be perceived as a battle of sorts, but a battle that can be won through light and love and pure vibrations, not weapons and violence. At the most basic level, we are anchoring the new energy, the new paradigms, the new earth, despite resistance from residual energy and beings who fear the change. In the human state we are in many ways pre-programmed to resist change, or certainly, that’s the patterning or templating many of us have defaulted to over the years. A lot of the tumultuous events happening around us right now are a product of resistance to change, fear of change. As angelic warriors of light, we are wired to wake up and hold the vision, knowing that the transformation of earth to a higher-dimensional paradigm is essential for the evolution of humanity and our own personal soul growth. The vision is one of unconditional love, unity consciousness and world peace. There are many visionaries working towards this at this time. We can consciously assist our souls with their endeavours by aligning with such causes and with people who also hold the vibration of unconditional love. Support causes that promote peace, harmony, unity, protecting humanity, helping the vulnerable, helping children, helping animals, conserving the planet. Visualise our earth held in beautiful light orbs of electric blue, purple, emerald green, solid gold and crystal-clear white light for protection and healing. Visualise the unification of people in peace and love around the world, however that presents to you. Affirm and pray words of peace, love, harmony, justice, balance and healing for all.

In the human state, it is a constant challenge to keep ourselves out of the energy of fear when it is being projected by others. Grounding and spending time in nature or close to animals will help, as well as regular time to meditate or be introspective with your own thoughts, your own energy. These activities lift our vibration and when we are seeing from a higher perspective we are more likely to see the truth, that unconditional love is real, that it is a limitless force that can create miracles in the universe, and that peace and unity can be a reality, shining through the illusion of chaos. These activities also bring us clarity on our own paths and regarding where we stand in our own beliefs and projections. Many of us are seeing old fears, patterns, templates, or wounds presenting to us in new ways or rising to the surface. Many of us are being presented with unexpected or unforeseen challenges in our individual personal physical realities, too, which are taking up a lot of time and energy. As wise people around me have reminded me lately, such things are happening for a reason, changes within the global changes that have the potential to shift our whole reality and allow space for our deepest heartfelt dreams to manifest. We have prayed for this, we have prepared for this – I know I personally didn’t anticipate the level of chaos that would unleash itself in order to get me to the outcomes I have prayed for, but then, maybe if I had, I wouldn’t have worked on those manifestations and would have instead lived a lesser existence. Many of us are likely in a similar position. It is a healing process, and the challenges are great and varied and tailored to each individual soul to assist integration and growth at this time.

As we ride out the storm with love, we send ripples out into the universe. Ripples of hope for others; ripples of strength and determination and certainty that yes, we do still want the ultimate destiny we have visualised and held the vision for to occur, no matter what it takes to get there; ripples of courage and bravery that yes, we have the resilience and the faith to do this; ripples of vulnerability that yes, we are open to receive the love and assistance of our infinitely abundant universe; ripples of love, for through it all we still love ourselves, our loved ones, our soul family, humanity and our planet and no matter what we still hold all of us in our expansive hearts and the beautiful energy of unconditional love they create. We can and will overcome. This is the message we send to the universe as we ride out the storm with love. Every emotion we experience right now may crack us open a little bit further and allow our light to shine even more. Every challenge we face, even if it’s messy and convoluted to find a solution, may bring us to our knees in surrender a little bit more, allowing us to receive more clarity on the will of God, the divine plan, and allowing us to receive more of the miracles and blessings of the universe. Every delayed manifestation – because many of us are in a time of rebirth and incubation and we may feel like our dreams are on hold – may help us appreciate the positive outcome awaiting us in the end even more when it comes, and may teach us to flow, to be grateful for what we have and to be present in the moment along the way.

All of this is teaching us to be the powerful and magnificent souls we truly are. It is an illusion that we confined by limitations of human creation, whether that be the illusion of time or the echoes of voices in our heads that told us we couldn’t be this, shouldn’t do that or would never achieve our wildest dreams; whether that be that the power lies with the few or that we are helplessly adrift on the tides of life as it takes its most extreme turns yet. Our true power lies in the now and our true power lies in how we respond, where we choose to put our thoughts, our focus, our intentions and our love on a daily basis. Hold the vision, dear ones. Be grateful for love in whatever way it presents to you, thank the universe and be open to receive more. Recognise miracles, however small. See peace, see love, see harmony, see unity, see fairness and equality, truth and justice for all. Believe in your dreams. Consciously choose to put your thoughts in these places, and to act with kindness and love towards yourselves in as many ways as you can. Thought creates reality, intention creates our trajectory and the focus of our hearts anchors our visualisations into our physical reality. Think about the most positive outcomes you can, intend that your dreams for yourself and for the world will and can come true, and focus your heart on love rather than fear, by spending time with yourself and those you love, caring for yourself, being kind to yourself, connecting with the earth and its creatures, and looking for the blessings in every situation.

As a final thought, but nonetheless important, there’s a difference between keeping yourself informed about world events and immersing yourself in fearful thoughts. If you are drawn to read a particular piece of news or it crosses your path you are meant to know. You may be meant to know, in order to pray and send light and hold those affected by the event in love. You may even be involved in a frightening situation yourself because you are meant to shine your light there. Those things that require your light, love and positive attention will find you. It may be helpful to avoid too much time on social media or reading reams of negative news right now. The more you can preserve your vibration and stay in a space of love and light right now, the more you help yourself, the souls you are connected to, humanity and the planet.
Just by being here right now, dear, brave, warrior souls, you are making a difference.

This is a crusade of love and I see you – your courage, your strength, and your magnificent, beautiful souls. You can do this. And a world vibrating with peace, justice, harmony, unconditional love and unity consciousness is worth it. Our trajectories are all different and we will all come off the current rollercoaster of energy at different times, with a new perspective and a new level of light and the ability to once again feel the bliss of the higher dimensions. Worrying about when and how new or better things will come – less frightening times, solutions to challenges, manifestations of dreams – will only prolong the process, because thought creates reality, and this is a form of thinking about lack and fear. Instead, putting our focus in the blessings, the things we can be grateful for, the love we can give and receive, the good we can do, the solutions we can find, the connection we can make to the earth, the beautiful vision we can hold for our physical reality, and the faith we have in our dreams, IN THE PRESENT MOMENT, creates the kind of unconditional love that births miracles.

Silverla StMichael – October 2017

Choosing Unconditional Love Over Fear

Dedicated to John Frusciante

My heart has been pulled this week to thinking about the many losses of famous faces we have seen in recent times, the many RIP messages I have tearfully posted as final marks of respect, appreciation, gratitude and above all, love. When a person puts their music, or art, or performance out into the world, it is my perception that they are sharing a creation of love, that was meant to touch hearts, inspire and uplift, heal and help make sense of this experience we collectively call life on earth. Though we don’t know them personally, it’s a glimpse into their soul and possibly beyond, into humanity’s higher mind. And when we grow to love and appreciate it, a form of unconditional love springs from our heart to theirs and to other souls we go on to share it with. In this way, the musicians, artists, actors, leaders, writers, visionaries and creatives we love come to mean a lot to us.

We are multidimensional beings. I state this as a truth because I don’t just believe it, I know it to be true in my own heart from experiences I have had in meditation and lucid dreams. We do not have to know somebody personally in this physical reality for our soul to connect with their soul. Souls connect through dreams and higher-dimensional experiences all the time. They swap information, messages and experiences, learn lessons together, fight battles together, heal each other, and all of this is given freely because at soul level there are no conditions on our love for each other as fellow human beings. I am willing to bet that many of you out there have experienced dream visitations and meetings with deceased loved ones or ancestors; people you have yet to meet who then become important later in your lives; and, indeed, famous people you feel a strong connection with.

There is a kind of energetic barrier between people who have manifested fame and people who have not, in physical reality, which comes from our perceptions, from an illusion of one state being better than the other. I consider those who manifest fame, essentially, to be strong and determined souls who at soul level wish to share powerful messages and healing energies with large numbers of people rather than just an immediate sphere of influence, though with that comes unique challenges. As someone who has always loved music and attended a lot of concerts, I have also witnessed star-struck hysteria, objectification of artists and treating them in many ways like public property rather than talented and also very human people who deserve to be properly “seen” and respected (in many cases unconditional love turned conditional, expecting something in return), and the resultant fears for artists’ safety, leading to actual physical barriers and security personnel. The core truth is, we are all souls sharing a human experience and we all have purposes, missions and reasons for being here – we all have unique contributions to make to the world.

We are all one – and separation, perceived separation, feeling alone, misunderstood, or unsafe in the world generates the opposite or absence of love, which is fear. This applies to many different situations and walks of life. When given power, fear can silence us from speaking our truths, prevent us from being courageous enough to follow our heart’s dreams and desires or achieve our life’s purpose, and sometimes, dull our passions or taint our talents with self-doubt or the unbearable weight of perceived responsibility to produce ever more, ever better. When actually, it seems to me, all we ever have to do is be ourselves, the most real, loving and authentic version of ourselves we can possibly be. And that is more than enough because no one person has to fix the whole world alone. Together we are mighty. And together we can redirect and shift our focus and our energy wholly onto unconditional love. We all have the capacity to inspire unconditional love in each other and I guarantee you will have inspired it in somebody somewhere, and not even realised, already in your life. Every one of you.

Many of us may have one particular singer, actor, artist, writer or musician who has touched our life, heart or soul more so than any other. For some, they may be a so-called celebrity crush; or somebody whose music or art has spoken to their spirit and touched their soul, bringing them comfort and healing; or someone whose work or whose story has inspired them to be a better person; or someone whose work they love so much they are influenced by it and incorporate elements of it in their own mission; or somebody they feel they have connected with at soul level in dreams, past lives or other dimensions…or any combination of the above. I wonder how many of us have paused for thought recently about how it would be if we were to lose that particular person who has been instrumental in our lives and most likely without knowing it.

There are many musicians, still living and on the other side of life, who I love deeply on a soul level but I do have that one stand-out person who has touched my heart and soul more than any other. That person for me is John Frusciante, who some of you will know is a talented musician and music producer who started out playing arguably legendary guitar for the Red Hot Chili Peppers. And when I was posting my respects to Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington recently, the thought began haunting me about what I would have posted had it been him in their shoes. It made me think about how grateful I am to have made that connection in my life and to have enjoyed his work and his music. I realised that I would have a lot I would want to say, and how sad it would be to say it to the rest of humanity in his absence, rather than while we still share the same planet. With my friends, family and professional contacts I am a demonstrative person, who does not believe in anything being left unsaid (as anyone who has ever received a thank you or special birthday card or message from me will vouch for). And I have reached out to him with little messages of thanks and support before, but they have definitely not been as heartfelt as the gratefulness and unconditional love they have come from – because I have allowed fear to control and constrain them. I have allowed the status quo of that perceived divide between an artist and a fan to silence most of what I would say given the freedom to do so, for fear of other people thinking I was being weird, overstepping boundaries, or becoming obsessive.

Here’s the thing though: it’s only if someone expects something back and conditional love is created that those destructive patterns set in. (And not just between artists and fans, but between ex-partners, or between any two people where one has feelings for the other, or a desire for friendship, that are not necessarily returned in kind.) That does not have to happen. The core of any emotional connection to any other human being, before it is influenced by ego desires and illusory perceptions, is unconditional love. Unconditional love is liberating and free, seeking only ever to express itself and spill out love and light into the world. Unconditional love understands, too, that whatever love is shared and expressed comes back to its source in equal measure, though sometimes from other directions and in surprising ways. Unconditional love trusts that there is a reason for everything, that all is well and that it is always loved in return, because real love only generates ever more love. It is the highest and purest energy in the universe and it can and will heal this world if we would only choose it over fear and the consequent fearful desires to control other people and situations and set ridiculous, non-loving demands – as well as limits – on ourselves. And I also realised that only I can give myself the freedom to choose it, the freedom to say what I really feel, and the freedom to do what I feel in my heart no matter what anybody else thinks about it. We all hold that power within ourselves, and sometimes when we wield it we also inspire other people to unlock that power within themselves too.

Incidentally, this applies to many different situations, too. It could apply to what you would want to say to a family member or friend you have lost touch with and perceive a divide, scared of their anger, bitterness or rejection should you try and reach out. It could apply to someone you have feelings for but are too scared of rejection to say so. It could even apply to a stranger you met somewhere who acted as an earth angel to you and you have gratitude and appreciation and love for them in your heart and no avenue to express it. But there is always an avenue to express the love and gratefulness in your heart, because it is such a powerful force it will always find a way if you allow it to. For me it is often the written word (even if that’s done via an open letter or social media post with the intention that if it’s meant to be it may someday reach the person I wish to reach), for others it may be performing a song, and for others it may be spoken. We also don’t always know the true reasons why we are driven to say or do things to express our love in the world. Life is a wild ride and we never know what’s around the corner. It may not always be meant to reach the person who initially inspired unconditional love in your heart – it may sometimes be that someone else reading or hearing it will be forever touched, inspired, or influenced by your expression, or that someone will be drawn to your open heart, reach out to you and become a lifelong friend. A particular and very relevant quote which echoes this has been haunting me, too: “Aim for the moon – even if you miss, you’ll land among the stars.” The universe knows what it’s doing when it inspires us to express unconditional love; it’s always a force for transformation, ours or someone else’s. And as we are all intricately connected in the great web of life, surrendering to it in trust must surely always be a good move.

True courage is indeed feeling the fear we are faced with and doing what our heart wants us to do anyway. Not one of us knows which day will be our last, a fact I become more and more consciously aware of as I get older. I still have unfulfilled dreams and wishes and it’s a constant source of frustration that life circumstances dictate I can’t always take any action towards them. But unspoken words, I can do something about, if I choose love over fear. So I am doing what my heart wants me to do and allowing it to express what it wants to say in tribute and gratefulness for the amazing and truly unique musician it now calls its muse and inspiration, John Frusciante, whose beautiful work and whose bright soul have touched my heart more than any other – now, in this present moment, in unconditional love untainted by sadness, grief or loss. I am doing it for me, for the sake of choosing love over fear, for the light and peace it generates, and to demonstrate that it is safe to do so. And if it inspires even one other person to express the love or the truth or the unspoken words in their heart to somebody in this world who has touched their heart and soul who may have felt unreachable to them for whatever reason, I would love to know. I would count it as a real blessing and a testament to the power of unconditional love.

I had always been intensely aware of angelic and spiritual connections from childhood. I have said in posts before that I heard angel-song at the age of four, saw fire letters written on my bedroom wall at the age of eight and had my first out of body experience at the age of eleven. I had also always had a love of music, participating in choirs and ensembles with various instruments from primary school onwards. Somewhere along the way as a teenager, my self-esteem was damaged, part by bullying, part by suffering with acne for much of puberty and part, I am sure, by my reaction to it all and allowing myself to become a victim. So when people told me the things I believed were weird I believed them, and kept quiet about it, even buried it in my own memory to some extent. And when people told me I wasn’t good enough at singing or music – or writing, my other passion — to perform or publish it in front of people, I believed them, and chose more so-called “sensible” routes and options for employment – for a long time I even put them to one side as hobbies. I must add, when I say people, in no way do I mean my own blood family, who always supported me, believed in me, really “saw” me for who I am as a soul. They were my touchstones through those times.

I was in the midst of a deep spiritual re-awakening circa 2003 – coming back to the pull I had always felt to soul work by way of a crystal healing course and an incredible amount of self-healing – when I first discovered John’s music; firstly his considerable contributions to the Red Hot Chili Peppers’ repertoire (which also still deeply touches my soul), and then it didn’t take me too long to become even more drawn to his own individual music. The timing of it, honestly, could not have been more perfect and I suppose this goes a long way to my firm belief in synchronicity over coincidence. There is an incomparable excitement when you first connect with a song or album that touches your soul (I know music lovers will get what I am talking about), and with this particular music I felt it even more intensely – in fact, I perhaps didn’t appreciate that feeling enough at the time, and maybe only truly understand what a positive force that was for me now that he is putting less music out there.

It’s always going to be hard to explain quite why any music touches you that much more than anything before or since, because it’s something that is felt rather than necessarily consciously understood. There were many themes in his music that echoed my own thoughts, feelings and emotions, or gave voice to things I felt with my soul that I had not yet been able to express. Some of them were more about life experiences and brought me healing and peace from past heartaches. Some of them were more spiritual in nature and aligning with my core inner beliefs which I was giving myself permission to re-explore at that time, from the nature of time to the existence of other dimensions to the concept of infinity itself. This music became my absolute go-to music when I was experiencing any sort of negative emotion or internal struggle, and as any spiritual person will know, with deeper awakening often comes the time of the storm, chaos and change, breakdowns in relationships and complete 360-degree plot twists, so there was a lot of anger, sadness, regret, bitterness and anxiety surfacing. The struggles I speak of were mostly over my major life lesson of learning to love who I am and being empowered and strong enough to express myself as that person. They are nothing like the suffering I have witnessed many other people close to me facing in life, and for that I am grateful, but still, they were my struggles, and it is surprisingly hard to alter negative programming instilled in your psyche over a number of years. But every time I listened to John’s music, there was something not only in the lyrics, but in the choices of chord progressions, the unusual harmonies, the haunting melodies, the energy within and between and beyond them, that soothed, comforted, calmed, uplifted, empowered and made me feel more like myself. Something familiar that felt like home. There was maybe something resonant of the divine music I had heard in the small hours of the early morning when I was a child, and maybe something resonant of my own inner core energy. I felt like it amplified me, my vibration. I still do.

The ability to create music with that sort of power, that sort of healing potential, that sort of revelatory capacity, I believe is rare and something to be treasured. It goes far and away beyond talent or musicianship and into the realms of destined life purpose, I am sure. It has been transformative for me – of course, as we all are, I am still a work in progress and life is still ever changing and evolving but that time was a turning-point in me starting to embrace my spiritual path. And because of the love I already had for John’s music and the gratefulness I already felt for him having shared it with the world, when I inevitably connected with other people who loved the Red Hot Chili Peppers and they told me about his strength in overcoming addictions I had nothing but deep admiration for this warrior soul; and when they told me about the way he fearlessly spoke his own spiritual truths in interviews, including communing with spirits and angels and channelling energy, art and wisdom from the higher dimensions, it made me feel far less crazy in my own beliefs, increasingly able to share my own spiritual gifts of channelling energy and messages with others, and determined to help and guide other people emerging onto a spiritual path. I know there are many other people out there who have been deeply inspired and touched by both John’s music and his story; I have read their stories with warmth and gratefulness in my own heart. He may not have set out to be, but he has been an earth angel to many people around the globe and there is so much love out there for him – real, unconditional love.

I will be forever grateful that I was able on several occasions to hear John play live with the band. I have been present at many truly fantastic and once-in-a-lifetime concerts but nothing else has ever compared to the energy I experienced on those nights. The most memorable was perhaps a tiny gig they played at Canvas club in London in 2006 – the atmosphere was very different to a stadium and there was far more of a sense of connection between the audience and the band – it was also the first time I heard some of the songs of that era that have since become part of the soundtrack of my life. Those experiences are some of my most cherished memories because it truly is an experience of pure joy to hear first-hand and in its most raw and authentic expression, music that has become part of your soul. Those experiences also amplified the sense of soul connection I personally felt from how deeply this musician has touched my heart. My ultimate dream since those days has always been to hear John play his own solo music live, which has never yet become a reality. In fact, in the interests of not placing limits, the ultimate dream would be for that to happen as part of a trip to California, where I have been soul-drawn to due to past life memories for some time and which would likely be a once-in-a-lifetime thing for me given that I live in England and have commitments and responsibilities here, as we all do. To speak the truest and most authentic desires of my heart, the even more ultimate and wilder dream would be to be able to play a song or piece of music together with the musician I admire and resonate with more than any other. These seem unlikely dreams now, as he is more focused on other things in life (ever true to himself and his own path and quite rightly so) – but I know my heart will never give up on them – again quite rightly so. Nobody should give up on their dreams while they still have breath in their body. We all have the right to dream.

Going back to childhood, I also had other dreams. I dreamed of inspiring, guiding and teaching other people. I did in fact become a school-teacher and the dream of being a spiritual teacher is ultimately now also coming true as my vibration grows stronger and I attract like-minded souls who can benefit from my past path and experience. As my channel has become clearer with every step towards healing, I have even been guided to intermingle my passion for music with my passion for spirituality by exploring the possibility of reading people’s lives using the songs that mean the most to them. (And wouldn’t I love to give some of my favourite musicians, John included, a song reading! That would be so interesting!) I dreamed of writing, and I am now documenting my spiritual experiences on this blog and getting a lot of positive response from you bright souls out there. I do have ideas for books and am trying to manifest the time and space to write them. Despite change and challenge in relationships, parenthood and career over the years, I feel I am now emerging into my true purpose and fulfilment, and through the whole rollercoaster journey, the inspiration I take from John’s music has been a constant.

And I dreamed of singing or playing a musical instrument. Those I was given opportunity to learn in childhood did not strongly resonate but I always wanted to play guitar and piano. I had already learned some basics on the guitar prior to discovering John’s music and of course the passion for music it re-ignited led me to taking it up again. I seized the opportunity when it arose to revisit study as an adult with the Open University and achieved their Diploma in Music. Though I would never say never, it’s unlikely that I’ll ever play with a band or on stage again now but I can play some rhythm guitar for pleasure and I am now finally learning to play the piano – in my forties and around my work and childcare commitments. These were things that were always in my heart to do that had been sidelined because of lack of self-belief…things that I am now doubly determined to do to the best of my ability for the love of it, for the soaring feeling of mastering a piece and playing it well, for the sense of wellbeing, achievement and yes, that pure joy of live music in the moment and from my heart. It makes such a difference to my inner life, my vibration and my creative force. But it was always going to take a truly inspirational musician to give me that fire back to make music again when my self-confidence had dropped to such a low level, and I was lucky enough to find that inspiration in John. He has influenced my journey just as much as many people in my immediate circle. Just by being the soul he is, he has taught me so much and given me courage to tackle this lifetime’s lessons – including expanding my capacity for true unconditional love. His music has been my comfort and my strength for so long now it is part of my soul. He means the world to me and I honestly cannot imagine a universe without his music – without his energy – in it. I wish him so much happiness, fulfilment, peace and of course, love. And even if he never knows it and regardless of what anybody thinks about it, that remains part of my truth. There will always be unconditional love and gratefulness in my heart for him.

And of course, I am aware he is not perfect; no one of us is. By virtue of the fact that we still inhabit the earth in a human body, we are still growing and learning spiritually, still evolving, works in progress. It is possible to witness somebody’s darkest times and find beauty in the grace and power they reveal when overcoming them – and I have certainly seen the light, strength and courage of a true warrior in John. And as a result I have unshakeable faith in him and his ability to always return to his highest and best self, no matter what twists and turns come along the way and whether or not it fits in with anybody else’s hopes, dreams or projections. Unconditional love is not blind to imperfections. Unconditional love sees a person’s imperfections and loves them anyway, sometimes even loves them more because in the dance between magnificence and imperfection lies a person’s unique energy signature. Unconditional love sees a person at soul level, and honours the magnificent flame of light burning inside them, no matter what is said or done in this physical plane. And every one of us can open our hearts and vibrate with the frequency of unconditional love, through our intention, our passion and our heightened states of emotion.

None of us know what is around the corner, ever. We can make plans and we can keep dreams in our heart, but life, guided by our higher selves and the divine plan, can take very different winding roads to those we see ourselves travelling on. I believe we are infinite in the sense that our souls live on after death and come back time and again on this unfolding spiritual journey towards ascension beyond the physical plane. I believe we are reunited with those we have loved dearly in the higher dimensions, so we can never truly lose each other, and love – real, unconditional love – is more powerful than death itself. I myself still connect with my father, who passed in 2010, through dreams and music I associate with him, as well as other relatives on the other side, spirit guides, living friends and family when in their physical absence, even my children before they were born and yes, indeed, famous people I feel soul connected to, on both sides of the veil. I had dream visitations from both Robin Williams and Alan Rickman after their passing from this life and I have of course connected with John and other living musicians I love in my dreams, too. Some people say they are just dreams. Something in my heart and the recognition of people’s vibrations – how they feel to me when I am in their presence either physically or energetically – tells me that the truth is they are glimpses of our higher dimensional experience, which is playing out even now alongside our earthly life. So I am truly able (and blessed) to understand that separation is an illusion – we are all ultimately connected and none of us are ever really alone.

Still, there is something about telling the souls around you – the souls you share this journey with (time and again in some cases!), the souls that help to shape and grow and define you as the most beautiful and authentic expression of the magnificent light being you truly are – what they mean to you here and now, on the earth plane, in the physical dimension, in this lifetime. Something beautiful, empowering, divine, everlasting and creating magic in its wake with the power of unconditional love expressed through the physical vessel – grounded, made manifest, written in the book of life – the Akashic record – here on planet earth for eternity. I am not saying that John is the one and only person who has helped me heal or lit up my life, the difference being it is easier to express to and thank those friends and loved ones I am in physical or online contact with, and believe me, I have, and I do. I am grateful for all those souls who have touched my heart and shared my journey, my readers included. But this piece of writing is dedicated to him, the musician who is both my muse and my solace, and the one soul in the universe whose unique expression in this lifetime has inspired such growth and transformation in me from so far away.

I wholeheartedly encourage you to express your love, in every way, every day, with everyone you can who has touched your heart, your life and your soul. And if you have someone who means the world to you but you’re not in contact with, for whatever reason, you can still take the present moment – which is all we ever really have to work with and which is the true place of power – to write an open letter expressing your unconditional love for them. And if you do have a musician or famous person who means the world to you, don’t wait, speak it now, while they and you are both still here; speak it fully and authentically, even tag them in it via their social media if you are able. If it’s meant to find them, it will. And if it’s in your heart to do it, there will be a reason for that, either for you, for them, or for someone else you have yet to discover in the next chapter of your story. You never know just what good it will do in the world. My heart is lighter for writing this and I am grateful I was inspired and able to find the courage to do it. I am naturally quite an introspective person who doesn’t like to draw too much attention to my private thoughts and feelings and I am taking a huge leap of faith here posting it. May we all ever grow in our capacity for infinite and unconditional love and in so doing may we find true peace, as individuals, as an interconnected global community of human beings whose default setting is in fact love, not fear – and may we manifest peace fully on this planet we currently call home.

I love you all infinitely, brave warrior souls who walk this earth with me. If you have ever felt guided to do something similar, please consider the gauntlet well and truly thrown down, though with love and with my belief that you are all able to be the best, most beautiful and authentic versions of yourselves and to create magic and miracles with every step you take.

Written with love by Silverla StMichael on 22nd July 2017.



It may feel like a plateau…

Those of us who have walked a spiritual path for some time are likely to have experienced plateaus in our ascension trajectory before; times when we were uninspired, felt stuck, unable to move forward, in a kind of stalemate with the universe, when the energy felt flat.

The energy right now may feel like a plateau.

But it isn’t.

It’s a precipice.

This knowing anchored in with me today while doing personal readings for a group of soul sisters. The same messages were coming back, again and again, across at least five readings this week, and I know I am experiencing the same in my own reality, and I know other people – specifically Divine feminine people – who are twin flames, lightworkers, starseeds, earth angels or spiritually sensitive and on the ascension path, who are experiencing it too.

The energy felt to me like a pause, a stasis. Many of us have at least one big dream, wish or hope we are currently trying to manifest – many of us have been trying to manifest it now for a number of months or years. I am witnessing people who are losing faith and/or coming to a state of acceptance that maybe it just wasn’t meant to be. I am witnessing people who are confused, frustrated or feeling they are being either tested or punished. I myself have had moments of almost losing faith in my own journey and my own dreams, even questioning the deep and unshakeable love in my heart once or twice. I too have felt lost, confused, bewildered, or wondering “why me?” – or more accurately, “why NOT me?” in regards to manifesting sacred union and my true life purpose and mission to their fullest expressions in my physical reality.

What I have come to realise, in doing these readings, is that there is an overriding energy on the earth plane at the moment, which is not one of physical manifestation. It’s an energy of introspection and self-healing, and an energy of staying still, an energy of holding steady. Many of us are in healing processes, whether they are expressing physically through disease, exhaustion or injury or expressing emotionally, mentally or even with changes in our spiritual outlook or gifts. For some it may even be a “dulling down” of spiritual gifts – I know my lucid dreaming has been suppressed lately when it was extremely off-the-charts prolific throughout the whole year last year, just as one example.

If you are on a spiritual path it’s highly likely you already have some understanding that the earth plane is shifting into new and higher vibrations right now, effectively making its way from the third dimension to the fifth dimension, which is less materialistic, less dense, less heavy, less limited and more heart-centred. It is a state of being where we will be able to commune more easily with guiding spirits and angels and our own higher selves, and where we will be able to manifest whatever we wish to create in love with far more ease into physical reality. The shifting is causing change in our bodies, our psyches and our souls. New templates are being anchored in for different aspects of physical reality. Literally nothing is the same as it once was, and this brings with it an external display of chaos, some of which will be triggering fear responses and deeply-held emotions within you. These feelings, which may be deep-seated and may go as far back as ancient past lives, are being forced to the surface to be acknowledged, experienced, processed and finally transmuted in the elevated energies. It is your chance to be energetically more pure and more clear than you have been for millennia.

Alongside this, many of us are being guided through readings, repetitive messages, nudges from friends and loved ones, inner hunches and intuitions, dreams and more to help ourselves embody our higher selves in our own physical vessels. The lighter the vibration of your physical body, the more of your inner and higher light you can anchor into Gaia through it, becoming a beacon for others and assisting the ascension process. This guidance may include spending more time in nature, taking more exercise, taking up exercise which specifically shifts energies such as yoga, eating more natural, raw, organic and unprocessed foods, drinking more water, having more time for rest and relaxation, having a regular meditation (or creative flow with music, art, writing etc) practice, switching towards a vegetarian or vegan diet, or steering away from alcohol, tobacco and other addictive substances. It is challenging to embed a new regular practice in the midst of such chaotic energies – I don’t know about you but the universe keeps throwing me curveballs that dislodge my plans and schedules and make it even harder to avoid falling back into old habits, no matter how bad for me I know they are.

Many of us, prior to the last few months, have experienced spiritual growth in fits and spurts. We have experienced the rollercoaster of reaching the amazing heights of the fifth dimension in our dreams and meditations – some of us have even glimpsed higher into the sixth and seventh dimensions particularly – which often brings a-ha moments, “boosts” in psychic or spiritual activity or abilities, insights and uncanny runs of synchronicities that have really buoyed our faith and helped us understand that we are firmly on the right track – and then, because the fifth dimensional experience cannot be supported yet by the third dimensional physical reality, crashing back down when we are faced with stress, pressure, illness, injury, crisis, lack, family and friends acting out, or blocks and obstacles that disrupt our well-laid plans and intentions. From a positive perspective, there were incredible highs, but with them came incredible lows that sometimes led us into dark nights of the soul or feelings of despondency or lostness.

One thing that the current energies are doing for us is supporting the next stage in our ascension process which is to level out, to balance, the states of vibration which are currently available to us. So instead of the soaring highs and the despairing lows, many of us – led by our souls – are learning to stay on an even keel, a solid straight trajectory, energetically. To put it in reasonably simple terms, this new horizon essentially lies in the fourth dimension, which is anchored into physical reality on the earth plane now and certainly experienced by those on a spiritual path. Contact with spirits and angels, having readings and alternative healing, noticing synchronicities, receiving mysterious guidance and knowing our dreams are not “just dreams” are far more widely accepted in this vibration. It is technically easier to reach up into the fifth dimension in our dreams and meditations, but as our internal pendulums become more steady and need less to swing dramatically to reach those heights, we are less likely to experience those profound spiritual highs that we once did, which seemed to peak around the 8/8/8 (Lion’s Gate 8th August 2+0+1+5) and for a number of months thereafter. This change may feel like the state we would have once called a plateau, but it is very different to a spiritual plateau. It’s not a state of lack of progress. It IS the progress that we need right now to anchor the higher vibrations into the physical reality. It’s rather a state of learning how to hold your vision, keep your faith and stand strong on your desired trajectory.

For those of us who have big spiritual dreams in our hearts right now, whether it be a grand mission you wish to achieve, or a sacred union with your twin flame or divine counterpart, or switching course in life to work which is more expressive of your spirit, if this is a dream you have indeed harboured for months or even years you will have come to understand right now that the bigger and more complex the dream, the longer it takes to manifest. I would imagine that many of you drawn to reading this piece will already have successfully manifested many “smaller” things. I have manifested and co-created, consciously, a whole string of things including an ever-growing business providing online workshops and spiritual events for groups of like-minded people; the ability to read people by the songs that synch for them; even material things like abundance when it was needed, jobs, contract renewals and most recently, my dream car. You know the basic keys of manifestation and have proved yourself able to use them. But there is that one big elusive dream. Yes, they partly take more time to manifest when they involve other people and their free will and when a number of people and circumstances have to be orchestrated and lined up for you. But that’s not the whole story. A lot of people talk about things like twin flame unions only manifesting “in Divine timing”, but even that term is misleading, because it’s not really, actually, about a date or a time or even a timescale.

We jump timelines with our actions and choices and decisions. We can change our current trajectory in a heartbeat. All anything ever takes is one single moment to manifest or to be snatched from within our grasp. I have increasingly told people I do readings for that there is no point setting a lot of store in a timescale given during a reading, because timescales can change. However, what those “big” manifestations DO require is a build-up of momentum and a build-up of energy.

What causes manifestation of a dream? Positive energy, high vibrations, belief and faith in your ability and worth to manifest that dream. Many people do this instinctively for the most part, choosing to lift their vibrations by listening to music, doing creative work, exercising, spending time in nature, meditating, counting their blessings, “paying it forward” doing kindnesses towards others, and many more things besides. The bigger the dream, the more of this sort of energy needs to build up. Have you ever noticed that when your inspiration levels are peaking, when you’re taking your courage in your hands and acting on creative ideas, or taking action in total faith and trust and surrender over something you’ve been guided to do even if it scares you, or when you’re consciously caring for yourself on a higher level through diet and exercise, or when you’ve been busy for a long time with mundane matters and then you find some time for peace and stillness and relaxation – at such times, you will start to get a run of synchronicities, a run of signs, a run of unexpected blessings, a run of good luck, a run of coincidental encounters with soul family, a run of lucid or vivid dreams, or a surge of unexpected abundance? Like dominoes, this then sets into motion even more creative ideas, inspirations, intuitions, etc for you to act on. The momentum builds. I have reached a point once or twice when the momentum built to such a fever pitch that I would be almost certain the overriding dream – usually twin flame union in my case – was literally about to manifest in my physical reality. So much so it was like a tangible feeling…and yet it would often just drop away again the next day.

When our physical reality was anchored into the third dimension, the current best theory I have to explain this phenomenon is that the momentum just dropped again because actually it was at the fifth dimensional level that something had been anchored and manifested – a deeper intertwining at soul level, or blocks or obstacles removed at blueprint level, or physical contact orchestrated at blueprint level. But there is a linear (human) time delay between manifestations anchoring at blueprint level up in the fifth dimension and filtering down into the third dimension. Unfortunately what often happened during this time of the momentum ending was a despondency and a disappointment that the build-up and momentum didn’t seem to lead anywhere, because it didn’t lead anywhere in the third dimension. At that point, the frequency and vibration drops, and the momentum to continue bringing it through to physical reality is lost. At that point, we jump timelines, from the timeline where that manifestation is certain, to a more uncertain or delayed timeline or a timeline where we simply give up.

The knitting together, the balancing of frequencies, putting us on a more even keel in the fourth dimension – the bridge between blueprint level and physical reality – is, I believe, an absolute key to taking our ascension paths, our sacred unions and our missions to the next level. The direction of energy once we are anchored and balanced in that new template is like a straight arrow running from our heart direct to our target, our physical manifestation of our heartfelt dream. The purer our energy and our intention, and the stronger our faith, the stronger and truer the arrow. It may feel less thrilling without the great surges of energy and heart expansion and elevated states of consciousness we experienced earlier in the path (we still experience fifth dimensional consciousness, of course, but it feels less elevated and unusual to us now because we’re more integrated in it and acclimatised to it) – but it will take us more directly to the highest manifestation of our desired outcome. It may still not manifest in exactly the way we expected, because we can only co-create the blueprint – the pattern, effectively. The exact circumstance, breakthrough moment or Divine orchestration may conceivably be something we never thought of, because the higher beings and the universe can view the whole picture far more broadly and with a far less limited mindset than we can!

It stands to reason that with all this re-balancing, re-aligning, shifting, patterning, transmuting and behind-the-scenes orchestration going on at the higher dimensional levels, there is not going to be much going on in the physical reality that feels like forward movement right now. Our spiritual teams and higher selves are really quite busy laying all the foundations. We can assist the process by supporting our own growth, our own steadiness, our own balance, and the steadiness of our own frequencies, consciously – by eating ever more consciously and taking part in activities that raise our vibrations which I have already explained at length in this article.

Along with all these insights today, it occurred to me that since I can see and perceive this happening in my own path, and that I am definitely in that balancing process, I do not need to keep manifesting for the same thing or praying for the dreams of my heart to happen. I have already co-created them at blueprint level. I felt more drawn to thank my spiritual team for their part in the orchestration of my dreams in physical reality, as if it had already happened, today. What is important now is continuing to allow this balancing process until I am, energetically speaking, the arrow of light, of fire, of grace fuelled by unconditional love, speeding towards its target on a beautifully straight trajectory. Keeping elevated in the fourth dimension is an easier thing to achieve than to persistently try to reach the heights of the fifth (and fifth dimensional experiences will happen more naturally anyway once we are fully anchored in the fourth) – it is the energetic state of hope, optimism, creativity, open-heartedness, open-mindedness, thinking positive, enthusiasm, faith, and being open to guidance from above. Many of the fifth-dimensional experiences we had earlier in the journey were to gift us with a vision and a certainty of creating the vision – a glimpse of the greatness, magnitude and power of our own soul. It is up to us now to build the momentum behind that vision and remember what has revealed to us in complete unshakeable faith.

As a final note, the building of that momentum may feel different to how it would feel when we were co-creating and anchoring our manifestations at blueprint level in the fifth dimension. It is hard to say how it will feel because it is so new. These insights have come to me today with a quiet assuredness and a crystal clarity, a more subtle feeling than the crazy energy spikes I have previously experienced – perhaps it is maintaining these feelings that will indicate the momentum of the straight, true fourth-dimensional arrows the intention of our souls are becoming. Or perhaps there is more yet to be revealed…

In the meantime, blaze bright. Stay straight and true. Remember your vision. Remember your power. Be your faith. If it is a deep dream of your heart and soul, if you have seen it in fifth-dimensional visions in dreams and meditation, if you have had snowballings of signs and synchronicities in relation to it, don’t dismiss it as “not meant to be”. Not yet, anyway – not while we’re deep in this re-balancing, transformative energy which is working on us and on our planet from the inside out – because the manifestations are still in process. We are master manifestors, and this is the masterclass in process.

Know, above all else, that this is NOT a plateau.

This is a precipice.

And we cannot even clearly see yet the wonders lying in wait for us over the edge. The mist will clear, the vista will be revealed, and then we will be required to take a leap of faith into our new realities.

Stand with me on the precipice – stand still, stand steady, and breathe.

With love and blessings from Silverla. Xxx.



Manchester Lights 2017

Originally written in 2001 after the last major bomb attack in Manchester (with adjustments today to the last verse), and dedicated now with all my heart to all the beautiful people who lost their lives in last night’s attack. Sending love to all in the free world who continue to blaze with love and fight for freedom. Love is the most powerful force in the universe and it always triumphs. God bless everybody. I love you all. So much.


They couldn’t put the lights out over Manchester –
They couldn’t tear my hometown apart.
Strong spirit, a phoenix in all its glory;
They only opened the next chapter of our story.

Our heritage lives on in Shambles’ cosy nook,
Rebuilt brick by brick, a true labour of love
Our nightlife glows, a new sparkling rainbow,
In landmarks that could only spring from one imagination.

Magnificent visionaries with fresh technology
Bringing our city with us into the new century,
Helping it shine, and be all it can be!
Such loyal achievements stir awe inside me,
Like the defiant red letterbox that speaks our history.

The whole place is alive! And may it ever grow,
Through our dreams, our resolve and our inspiration.
My heart swelled with feeling upon my first look;
Ring the changes – all fated, all fit like a glove.

And this city still full of brave souls and strong minds…
Still with songs to sing and phoenix-spirits to rise,
We will rise again together with more fire inside.
We will rise again, this powerhouse of Lancashire pride!
They cannot put the lights out in my Manchester,
They will not stop the beat of its heart.

Copyright Silverla StMichael 2001/2017.

Remembering all those who lost their lives on 22.5.17 and with a grateful heart for all those who selflessly helped others and were a light in the darkness that night.


Love will triumph xx