Choosing Unconditional Love Over Fear

Dedicated to John Frusciante

My heart has been pulled this week to thinking about the many losses of famous faces we have seen in recent times, the many RIP messages I have tearfully posted as final marks of respect, appreciation, gratitude and above all, love. When a person puts their music, or art, or performance out into the world, it is my perception that they are sharing a creation of love, that was meant to touch hearts, inspire and uplift, heal and help make sense of this experience we collectively call life on earth. Though we don’t know them personally, it’s a glimpse into their soul and possibly beyond, into humanity’s higher mind. And when we grow to love and appreciate it, a form of unconditional love springs from our heart to theirs and to other souls we go on to share it with. In this way, the musicians, artists, actors, leaders, writers, visionaries and creatives we love come to mean a lot to us.

We are multidimensional beings. I state this as a truth because I don’t just believe it, I know it to be true in my own heart from experiences I have had in meditation and lucid dreams. We do not have to know somebody personally in this physical reality for our soul to connect with their soul. Souls connect through dreams and higher-dimensional experiences all the time. They swap information, messages and experiences, learn lessons together, fight battles together, heal each other, and all of this is given freely because at soul level there are no conditions on our love for each other as fellow human beings. I am willing to bet that many of you out there have experienced dream visitations and meetings with deceased loved ones or ancestors; people you have yet to meet who then become important later in your lives; and, indeed, famous people you feel a strong connection with.

There is a kind of energetic barrier between people who have manifested fame and people who have not, in physical reality, which comes from our perceptions, from an illusion of one state being better than the other. I consider those who manifest fame, essentially, to be strong and determined souls who at soul level wish to share powerful messages and healing energies with large numbers of people rather than just an immediate sphere of influence, though with that comes unique challenges. As someone who has always loved music and attended a lot of concerts, I have also witnessed star-struck hysteria, objectification of artists and treating them in many ways like public property rather than talented and also very human people who deserve to be properly “seen” and respected (in many cases unconditional love turned conditional, expecting something in return), and the resultant fears for artists’ safety, leading to actual physical barriers and security personnel. The core truth is, we are all souls sharing a human experience and we all have purposes, missions and reasons for being here – we all have unique contributions to make to the world.

We are all one – and separation, perceived separation, feeling alone, misunderstood, or unsafe in the world generates the opposite or absence of love, which is fear. This applies to many different situations and walks of life. When given power, fear can silence us from speaking our truths, prevent us from being courageous enough to follow our heart’s dreams and desires or achieve our life’s purpose, and sometimes, dull our passions or taint our talents with self-doubt or the unbearable weight of perceived responsibility to produce ever more, ever better. When actually, it seems to me, all we ever have to do is be ourselves, the most real, loving and authentic version of ourselves we can possibly be. And that is more than enough because no one person has to fix the whole world alone. Together we are mighty. And together we can redirect and shift our focus and our energy wholly onto unconditional love. We all have the capacity to inspire unconditional love in each other and I guarantee you will have inspired it in somebody somewhere, and not even realised, already in your life. Every one of you.

Many of us may have one particular singer, actor, artist, writer or musician who has touched our life, heart or soul more so than any other. For some, they may be a so-called celebrity crush; or somebody whose music or art has spoken to their spirit and touched their soul, bringing them comfort and healing; or someone whose work or whose story has inspired them to be a better person; or someone whose work they love so much they are influenced by it and incorporate elements of it in their own mission; or somebody they feel they have connected with at soul level in dreams, past lives or other dimensions…or any combination of the above. I wonder how many of us have paused for thought recently about how it would be if we were to lose that particular person who has been instrumental in our lives and most likely without knowing it.

There are many musicians, still living and on the other side of life, who I love deeply on a soul level but I do have that one stand-out person who has touched my heart and soul more than any other. That person for me is John Frusciante, who some of you will know is a talented musician and music producer who started out playing arguably legendary guitar for the Red Hot Chili Peppers. And when I was posting my respects to Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington recently, the thought began haunting me about what I would have posted had it been him in their shoes. It made me think about how grateful I am to have made that connection in my life and to have enjoyed his work and his music. I realised that I would have a lot I would want to say, and how sad it would be to say it to the rest of humanity in his absence, rather than while we still share the same planet. With my friends, family and professional contacts I am a demonstrative person, who does not believe in anything being left unsaid (as anyone who has ever received a thank you or special birthday card or message from me will vouch for). And I have reached out to him with little messages of thanks and support before, but they have definitely not been as heartfelt as the gratefulness and unconditional love they have come from – because I have allowed fear to control and constrain them. I have allowed the status quo of that perceived divide between an artist and a fan to silence most of what I would say given the freedom to do so, for fear of other people thinking I was being weird, overstepping boundaries, or becoming obsessive.

Here’s the thing though: it’s only if someone expects something back and conditional love is created that those destructive patterns set in. (And not just between artists and fans, but between ex-partners, or between any two people where one has feelings for the other, or a desire for friendship, that are not necessarily returned in kind.) That does not have to happen. The core of any emotional connection to any other human being, before it is influenced by ego desires and illusory perceptions, is unconditional love. Unconditional love is liberating and free, seeking only ever to express itself and spill out love and light into the world. Unconditional love understands, too, that whatever love is shared and expressed comes back to its source in equal measure, though sometimes from other directions and in surprising ways. Unconditional love trusts that there is a reason for everything, that all is well and that it is always loved in return, because real love only generates ever more love. It is the highest and purest energy in the universe and it can and will heal this world if we would only choose it over fear and the consequent fearful desires to control other people and situations and set ridiculous, non-loving demands – as well as limits – on ourselves. And I also realised that only I can give myself the freedom to choose it, the freedom to say what I really feel, and the freedom to do what I feel in my heart no matter what anybody else thinks about it. We all hold that power within ourselves, and sometimes when we wield it we also inspire other people to unlock that power within themselves too.

Incidentally, this applies to many different situations, too. It could apply to what you would want to say to a family member or friend you have lost touch with and perceive a divide, scared of their anger, bitterness or rejection should you try and reach out. It could apply to someone you have feelings for but are too scared of rejection to say so. It could even apply to a stranger you met somewhere who acted as an earth angel to you and you have gratitude and appreciation and love for them in your heart and no avenue to express it. But there is always an avenue to express the love and gratefulness in your heart, because it is such a powerful force it will always find a way if you allow it to. For me it is often the written word (even if that’s done via an open letter or social media post with the intention that if it’s meant to be it may someday reach the person I wish to reach), for others it may be performing a song, and for others it may be spoken. We also don’t always know the true reasons why we are driven to say or do things to express our love in the world. Life is a wild ride and we never know what’s around the corner. It may not always be meant to reach the person who initially inspired unconditional love in your heart – it may sometimes be that someone else reading or hearing it will be forever touched, inspired, or influenced by your expression, or that someone will be drawn to your open heart, reach out to you and become a lifelong friend. A particular and very relevant quote which echoes this has been haunting me, too: “Aim for the moon – even if you miss, you’ll land among the stars.” The universe knows what it’s doing when it inspires us to express unconditional love; it’s always a force for transformation, ours or someone else’s. And as we are all intricately connected in the great web of life, surrendering to it in trust must surely always be a good move.

True courage is indeed feeling the fear we are faced with and doing what our heart wants us to do anyway. Not one of us knows which day will be our last, a fact I become more and more consciously aware of as I get older. I still have unfulfilled dreams and wishes and it’s a constant source of frustration that life circumstances dictate I can’t always take any action towards them. But unspoken words, I can do something about, if I choose love over fear. So I am doing what my heart wants me to do and allowing it to express what it wants to say in tribute and gratefulness for the amazing and truly unique musician it now calls its muse and inspiration, John Frusciante, whose beautiful work and whose bright soul have touched my heart more than any other – now, in this present moment, in unconditional love untainted by sadness, grief or loss. I am doing it for me, for the sake of choosing love over fear, for the light and peace it generates, and to demonstrate that it is safe to do so. And if it inspires even one other person to express the love or the truth or the unspoken words in their heart to somebody in this world who has touched their heart and soul who may have felt unreachable to them for whatever reason, I would love to know. I would count it as a real blessing and a testament to the power of unconditional love.

I had always been intensely aware of angelic and spiritual connections from childhood. I have said in posts before that I heard angel-song at the age of four, saw fire letters written on my bedroom wall at the age of eight and had my first out of body experience at the age of eleven. I had also always had a love of music, participating in choirs and ensembles with various instruments from primary school onwards. Somewhere along the way as a teenager, my self-esteem was damaged, part by bullying, part by suffering with acne for much of puberty and part, I am sure, by my reaction to it all and allowing myself to become a victim. So when people told me the things I believed were weird I believed them, and kept quiet about it, even buried it in my own memory to some extent. And when people told me I wasn’t good enough at singing or music – or writing, my other passion — to perform or publish it in front of people, I believed them, and chose more so-called “sensible” routes and options for employment – for a long time I even put them to one side as hobbies. I must add, when I say people, in no way do I mean my own blood family, who always supported me, believed in me, really “saw” me for who I am as a soul. They were my touchstones through those times.

I was in the midst of a deep spiritual re-awakening circa 2003 – coming back to the pull I had always felt to soul work by way of a crystal healing course and an incredible amount of self-healing – when I first discovered John’s music; firstly his considerable contributions to the Red Hot Chili Peppers’ repertoire (which also still deeply touches my soul), and then it didn’t take me too long to become even more drawn to his own individual music. The timing of it, honestly, could not have been more perfect and I suppose this goes a long way to my firm belief in synchronicity over coincidence. There is an incomparable excitement when you first connect with a song or album that touches your soul (I know music lovers will get what I am talking about), and with this particular music I felt it even more intensely – in fact, I perhaps didn’t appreciate that feeling enough at the time, and maybe only truly understand what a positive force that was for me now that he is putting less music out there.

It’s always going to be hard to explain quite why any music touches you that much more than anything before or since, because it’s something that is felt rather than necessarily consciously understood. There were many themes in his music that echoed my own thoughts, feelings and emotions, or gave voice to things I felt with my soul that I had not yet been able to express. Some of them were more about life experiences and brought me healing and peace from past heartaches. Some of them were more spiritual in nature and aligning with my core inner beliefs which I was giving myself permission to re-explore at that time, from the nature of time to the existence of other dimensions to the concept of infinity itself. This music became my absolute go-to music when I was experiencing any sort of negative emotion or internal struggle, and as any spiritual person will know, with deeper awakening often comes the time of the storm, chaos and change, breakdowns in relationships and complete 360-degree plot twists, so there was a lot of anger, sadness, regret, bitterness and anxiety surfacing. The struggles I speak of were mostly over my major life lesson of learning to love who I am and being empowered and strong enough to express myself as that person. They are nothing like the suffering I have witnessed many other people close to me facing in life, and for that I am grateful, but still, they were my struggles, and it is surprisingly hard to alter negative programming instilled in your psyche over a number of years. But every time I listened to John’s music, there was something not only in the lyrics, but in the choices of chord progressions, the unusual harmonies, the haunting melodies, the energy within and between and beyond them, that soothed, comforted, calmed, uplifted, empowered and made me feel more like myself. Something familiar that felt like home. There was maybe something resonant of the divine music I had heard in the small hours of the early morning when I was a child, and maybe something resonant of my own inner core energy. I felt like it amplified me, my vibration. I still do.

The ability to create music with that sort of power, that sort of healing potential, that sort of revelatory capacity, I believe is rare and something to be treasured. It goes far and away beyond talent or musicianship and into the realms of destined life purpose, I am sure. It has been transformative for me – of course, as we all are, I am still a work in progress and life is still ever changing and evolving but that time was a turning-point in me starting to embrace my spiritual path. And because of the love I already had for John’s music and the gratefulness I already felt for him having shared it with the world, when I inevitably connected with other people who loved the Red Hot Chili Peppers and they told me about his strength in overcoming addictions I had nothing but deep admiration for this warrior soul; and when they told me about the way he fearlessly spoke his own spiritual truths in interviews, including communing with spirits and angels and channelling energy, art and wisdom from the higher dimensions, it made me feel far less crazy in my own beliefs, increasingly able to share my own spiritual gifts of channelling energy and messages with others, and determined to help and guide other people emerging onto a spiritual path. I know there are many other people out there who have been deeply inspired and touched by both John’s music and his story; I have read their stories with warmth and gratefulness in my own heart. He may not have set out to be, but he has been an earth angel to many people around the globe and there is so much love out there for him – real, unconditional love.

I will be forever grateful that I was able on several occasions to hear John play live with the band. I have been present at many truly fantastic and once-in-a-lifetime concerts but nothing else has ever compared to the energy I experienced on those nights. The most memorable was perhaps a tiny gig they played at Canvas club in London in 2006 – the atmosphere was very different to a stadium and there was far more of a sense of connection between the audience and the band – it was also the first time I heard some of the songs of that era that have since become part of the soundtrack of my life. Those experiences are some of my most cherished memories because it truly is an experience of pure joy to hear first-hand and in its most raw and authentic expression, music that has become part of your soul. Those experiences also amplified the sense of soul connection I personally felt from how deeply this musician has touched my heart. My ultimate dream since those days has always been to hear John play his own solo music live, which has never yet become a reality. In fact, in the interests of not placing limits, the ultimate dream would be for that to happen as part of a trip to California, where I have been soul-drawn to due to past life memories for some time and which would likely be a once-in-a-lifetime thing for me given that I live in England and have commitments and responsibilities here, as we all do. To speak the truest and most authentic desires of my heart, the even more ultimate and wilder dream would be to be able to play a song or piece of music together with the musician I admire and resonate with more than any other. These seem unlikely dreams now, as he is more focused on other things in life (ever true to himself and his own path and quite rightly so) – but I know my heart will never give up on them – again quite rightly so. Nobody should give up on their dreams while they still have breath in their body. We all have the right to dream.

Going back to childhood, I also had other dreams. I dreamed of inspiring, guiding and teaching other people. I did in fact become a school-teacher and the dream of being a spiritual teacher is ultimately now also coming true as my vibration grows stronger and I attract like-minded souls who can benefit from my past path and experience. As my channel has become clearer with every step towards healing, I have even been guided to intermingle my passion for music with my passion for spirituality by exploring the possibility of reading people’s lives using the songs that mean the most to them. (And wouldn’t I love to give some of my favourite musicians, John included, a song reading! That would be so interesting!) I dreamed of writing, and I am now documenting my spiritual experiences on this blog and getting a lot of positive response from you bright souls out there. I do have ideas for books and am trying to manifest the time and space to write them. Despite change and challenge in relationships, parenthood and career over the years, I feel I am now emerging into my true purpose and fulfilment, and through the whole rollercoaster journey, the inspiration I take from John’s music has been a constant.

And I dreamed of singing or playing a musical instrument. Those I was given opportunity to learn in childhood did not strongly resonate but I always wanted to play guitar and piano. I had already learned some basics on the guitar prior to discovering John’s music and of course the passion for music it re-ignited led me to taking it up again. I seized the opportunity when it arose to revisit study as an adult with the Open University and achieved their Diploma in Music. Though I would never say never, it’s unlikely that I’ll ever play with a band or on stage again now but I can play some rhythm guitar for pleasure and I am now finally learning to play the piano – in my forties and around my work and childcare commitments. These were things that were always in my heart to do that had been sidelined because of lack of self-belief…things that I am now doubly determined to do to the best of my ability for the love of it, for the soaring feeling of mastering a piece and playing it well, for the sense of wellbeing, achievement and yes, that pure joy of live music in the moment and from my heart. It makes such a difference to my inner life, my vibration and my creative force. But it was always going to take a truly inspirational musician to give me that fire back to make music again when my self-confidence had dropped to such a low level, and I was lucky enough to find that inspiration in John. He has influenced my journey just as much as many people in my immediate circle. Just by being the soul he is, he has taught me so much and given me courage to tackle this lifetime’s lessons – including expanding my capacity for true unconditional love. His music has been my comfort and my strength for so long now it is part of my soul. He means the world to me and I honestly cannot imagine a universe without his music – without his energy – in it. I wish him so much happiness, fulfilment, peace and of course, love. And even if he never knows it and regardless of what anybody thinks about it, that remains part of my truth. There will always be unconditional love and gratefulness in my heart for him.

And of course, I am aware he is not perfect; no one of us is. By virtue of the fact that we still inhabit the earth in a human body, we are still growing and learning spiritually, still evolving, works in progress. It is possible to witness somebody’s darkest times and find beauty in the grace and power they reveal when overcoming them – and I have certainly seen the light, strength and courage of a true warrior in John. And as a result I have unshakeable faith in him and his ability to always return to his highest and best self, no matter what twists and turns come along the way and whether or not it fits in with anybody else’s hopes, dreams or projections. Unconditional love is not blind to imperfections. Unconditional love sees a person’s imperfections and loves them anyway, sometimes even loves them more because in the dance between magnificence and imperfection lies a person’s unique energy signature. Unconditional love sees a person at soul level, and honours the magnificent flame of light burning inside them, no matter what is said or done in this physical plane. And every one of us can open our hearts and vibrate with the frequency of unconditional love, through our intention, our passion and our heightened states of emotion.

None of us know what is around the corner, ever. We can make plans and we can keep dreams in our heart, but life, guided by our higher selves and the divine plan, can take very different winding roads to those we see ourselves travelling on. I believe we are infinite in the sense that our souls live on after death and come back time and again on this unfolding spiritual journey towards ascension beyond the physical plane. I believe we are reunited with those we have loved dearly in the higher dimensions, so we can never truly lose each other, and love – real, unconditional love – is more powerful than death itself. I myself still connect with my father, who passed in 2010, through dreams and music I associate with him, as well as other relatives on the other side, spirit guides, living friends and family when in their physical absence, even my children before they were born and yes, indeed, famous people I feel soul connected to, on both sides of the veil. I had dream visitations from both Robin Williams and Alan Rickman after their passing from this life and I have of course connected with John and other living musicians I love in my dreams, too. Some people say they are just dreams. Something in my heart and the recognition of people’s vibrations – how they feel to me when I am in their presence either physically or energetically – tells me that the truth is they are glimpses of our higher dimensional experience, which is playing out even now alongside our earthly life. So I am truly able (and blessed) to understand that separation is an illusion – we are all ultimately connected and none of us are ever really alone.

Still, there is something about telling the souls around you – the souls you share this journey with (time and again in some cases!), the souls that help to shape and grow and define you as the most beautiful and authentic expression of the magnificent light being you truly are – what they mean to you here and now, on the earth plane, in the physical dimension, in this lifetime. Something beautiful, empowering, divine, everlasting and creating magic in its wake with the power of unconditional love expressed through the physical vessel – grounded, made manifest, written in the book of life – the Akashic record – here on planet earth for eternity. I am not saying that John is the one and only person who has helped me heal or lit up my life, the difference being it is easier to express to and thank those friends and loved ones I am in physical or online contact with, and believe me, I have, and I do. I am grateful for all those souls who have touched my heart and shared my journey, my readers included. But this piece of writing is dedicated to him, the musician who is both my muse and my solace, and the one soul in the universe whose unique expression in this lifetime has inspired such growth and transformation in me from so far away.

I wholeheartedly encourage you to express your love, in every way, every day, with everyone you can who has touched your heart, your life and your soul. And if you have someone who means the world to you but you’re not in contact with, for whatever reason, you can still take the present moment – which is all we ever really have to work with and which is the true place of power – to write an open letter expressing your unconditional love for them. And if you do have a musician or famous person who means the world to you, don’t wait, speak it now, while they and you are both still here; speak it fully and authentically, even tag them in it via their social media if you are able. If it’s meant to find them, it will. And if it’s in your heart to do it, there will be a reason for that, either for you, for them, or for someone else you have yet to discover in the next chapter of your story. You never know just what good it will do in the world. My heart is lighter for writing this and I am grateful I was inspired and able to find the courage to do it. I am naturally quite an introspective person who doesn’t like to draw too much attention to my private thoughts and feelings and I am taking a huge leap of faith here posting it. May we all ever grow in our capacity for infinite and unconditional love and in so doing may we find true peace, as individuals, as an interconnected global community of human beings whose default setting is in fact love, not fear – and may we manifest peace fully on this planet we currently call home.

I love you all infinitely, brave warrior souls who walk this earth with me. If you have ever felt guided to do something similar, please consider the gauntlet well and truly thrown down, though with love and with my belief that you are all able to be the best, most beautiful and authentic versions of yourselves and to create magic and miracles with every step you take.

Written with love by Silverla StMichael on 22nd July 2017.

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It may feel like a plateau…

Those of us who have walked a spiritual path for some time are likely to have experienced plateaus in our ascension trajectory before; times when we were uninspired, felt stuck, unable to move forward, in a kind of stalemate with the universe, when the energy felt flat.

The energy right now may feel like a plateau.

But it isn’t.

It’s a precipice.

This knowing anchored in with me today while doing personal readings for a group of soul sisters. The same messages were coming back, again and again, across at least five readings this week, and I know I am experiencing the same in my own reality, and I know other people – specifically Divine feminine people – who are twin flames, lightworkers, starseeds, earth angels or spiritually sensitive and on the ascension path, who are experiencing it too.

The energy felt to me like a pause, a stasis. Many of us have at least one big dream, wish or hope we are currently trying to manifest – many of us have been trying to manifest it now for a number of months or years. I am witnessing people who are losing faith and/or coming to a state of acceptance that maybe it just wasn’t meant to be. I am witnessing people who are confused, frustrated or feeling they are being either tested or punished. I myself have had moments of almost losing faith in my own journey and my own dreams, even questioning the deep and unshakeable love in my heart once or twice. I too have felt lost, confused, bewildered, or wondering “why me?” – or more accurately, “why NOT me?” in regards to manifesting sacred union and my true life purpose and mission to their fullest expressions in my physical reality.

What I have come to realise, in doing these readings, is that there is an overriding energy on the earth plane at the moment, which is not one of physical manifestation. It’s an energy of introspection and self-healing, and an energy of staying still, an energy of holding steady. Many of us are in healing processes, whether they are expressing physically through disease, exhaustion or injury or expressing emotionally, mentally or even with changes in our spiritual outlook or gifts. For some it may even be a “dulling down” of spiritual gifts – I know my lucid dreaming has been suppressed lately when it was extremely off-the-charts prolific throughout the whole year last year, just as one example.

If you are on a spiritual path it’s highly likely you already have some understanding that the earth plane is shifting into new and higher vibrations right now, effectively making its way from the third dimension to the fifth dimension, which is less materialistic, less dense, less heavy, less limited and more heart-centred. It is a state of being where we will be able to commune more easily with guiding spirits and angels and our own higher selves, and where we will be able to manifest whatever we wish to create in love with far more ease into physical reality. The shifting is causing change in our bodies, our psyches and our souls. New templates are being anchored in for different aspects of physical reality. Literally nothing is the same as it once was, and this brings with it an external display of chaos, some of which will be triggering fear responses and deeply-held emotions within you. These feelings, which may be deep-seated and may go as far back as ancient past lives, are being forced to the surface to be acknowledged, experienced, processed and finally transmuted in the elevated energies. It is your chance to be energetically more pure and more clear than you have been for millennia.

Alongside this, many of us are being guided through readings, repetitive messages, nudges from friends and loved ones, inner hunches and intuitions, dreams and more to help ourselves embody our higher selves in our own physical vessels. The lighter the vibration of your physical body, the more of your inner and higher light you can anchor into Gaia through it, becoming a beacon for others and assisting the ascension process. This guidance may include spending more time in nature, taking more exercise, taking up exercise which specifically shifts energies such as yoga, eating more natural, raw, organic and unprocessed foods, drinking more water, having more time for rest and relaxation, having a regular meditation (or creative flow with music, art, writing etc) practice, switching towards a vegetarian or vegan diet, or steering away from alcohol, tobacco and other addictive substances. It is challenging to embed a new regular practice in the midst of such chaotic energies – I don’t know about you but the universe keeps throwing me curveballs that dislodge my plans and schedules and make it even harder to avoid falling back into old habits, no matter how bad for me I know they are.

Many of us, prior to the last few months, have experienced spiritual growth in fits and spurts. We have experienced the rollercoaster of reaching the amazing heights of the fifth dimension in our dreams and meditations – some of us have even glimpsed higher into the sixth and seventh dimensions particularly – which often brings a-ha moments, “boosts” in psychic or spiritual activity or abilities, insights and uncanny runs of synchronicities that have really buoyed our faith and helped us understand that we are firmly on the right track – and then, because the fifth dimensional experience cannot be supported yet by the third dimensional physical reality, crashing back down when we are faced with stress, pressure, illness, injury, crisis, lack, family and friends acting out, or blocks and obstacles that disrupt our well-laid plans and intentions. From a positive perspective, there were incredible highs, but with them came incredible lows that sometimes led us into dark nights of the soul or feelings of despondency or lostness.

One thing that the current energies are doing for us is supporting the next stage in our ascension process which is to level out, to balance, the states of vibration which are currently available to us. So instead of the soaring highs and the despairing lows, many of us – led by our souls – are learning to stay on an even keel, a solid straight trajectory, energetically. To put it in reasonably simple terms, this new horizon essentially lies in the fourth dimension, which is anchored into physical reality on the earth plane now and certainly experienced by those on a spiritual path. Contact with spirits and angels, having readings and alternative healing, noticing synchronicities, receiving mysterious guidance and knowing our dreams are not “just dreams” are far more widely accepted in this vibration. It is technically easier to reach up into the fifth dimension in our dreams and meditations, but as our internal pendulums become more steady and need less to swing dramatically to reach those heights, we are less likely to experience those profound spiritual highs that we once did, which seemed to peak around the 8/8/8 (Lion’s Gate 8th August 2+0+1+5) and for a number of months thereafter. This change may feel like the state we would have once called a plateau, but it is very different to a spiritual plateau. It’s not a state of lack of progress. It IS the progress that we need right now to anchor the higher vibrations into the physical reality. It’s rather a state of learning how to hold your vision, keep your faith and stand strong on your desired trajectory.

For those of us who have big spiritual dreams in our hearts right now, whether it be a grand mission you wish to achieve, or a sacred union with your twin flame or divine counterpart, or switching course in life to work which is more expressive of your spirit, if this is a dream you have indeed harboured for months or even years you will have come to understand right now that the bigger and more complex the dream, the longer it takes to manifest. I would imagine that many of you drawn to reading this piece will already have successfully manifested many “smaller” things. I have manifested and co-created, consciously, a whole string of things including an ever-growing business providing online workshops and spiritual events for groups of like-minded people; the ability to read people by the songs that synch for them; even material things like abundance when it was needed, jobs, contract renewals and most recently, my dream car. You know the basic keys of manifestation and have proved yourself able to use them. But there is that one big elusive dream. Yes, they partly take more time to manifest when they involve other people and their free will and when a number of people and circumstances have to be orchestrated and lined up for you. But that’s not the whole story. A lot of people talk about things like twin flame unions only manifesting “in Divine timing”, but even that term is misleading, because it’s not really, actually, about a date or a time or even a timescale.

We jump timelines with our actions and choices and decisions. We can change our current trajectory in a heartbeat. All anything ever takes is one single moment to manifest or to be snatched from within our grasp. I have increasingly told people I do readings for that there is no point setting a lot of store in a timescale given during a reading, because timescales can change. However, what those “big” manifestations DO require is a build-up of momentum and a build-up of energy.

What causes manifestation of a dream? Positive energy, high vibrations, belief and faith in your ability and worth to manifest that dream. Many people do this instinctively for the most part, choosing to lift their vibrations by listening to music, doing creative work, exercising, spending time in nature, meditating, counting their blessings, “paying it forward” doing kindnesses towards others, and many more things besides. The bigger the dream, the more of this sort of energy needs to build up. Have you ever noticed that when your inspiration levels are peaking, when you’re taking your courage in your hands and acting on creative ideas, or taking action in total faith and trust and surrender over something you’ve been guided to do even if it scares you, or when you’re consciously caring for yourself on a higher level through diet and exercise, or when you’ve been busy for a long time with mundane matters and then you find some time for peace and stillness and relaxation – at such times, you will start to get a run of synchronicities, a run of signs, a run of unexpected blessings, a run of good luck, a run of coincidental encounters with soul family, a run of lucid or vivid dreams, or a surge of unexpected abundance? Like dominoes, this then sets into motion even more creative ideas, inspirations, intuitions, etc for you to act on. The momentum builds. I have reached a point once or twice when the momentum built to such a fever pitch that I would be almost certain the overriding dream – usually twin flame union in my case – was literally about to manifest in my physical reality. So much so it was like a tangible feeling…and yet it would often just drop away again the next day.

When our physical reality was anchored into the third dimension, the current best theory I have to explain this phenomenon is that the momentum just dropped again because actually it was at the fifth dimensional level that something had been anchored and manifested – a deeper intertwining at soul level, or blocks or obstacles removed at blueprint level, or physical contact orchestrated at blueprint level. But there is a linear (human) time delay between manifestations anchoring at blueprint level up in the fifth dimension and filtering down into the third dimension. Unfortunately what often happened during this time of the momentum ending was a despondency and a disappointment that the build-up and momentum didn’t seem to lead anywhere, because it didn’t lead anywhere in the third dimension. At that point, the frequency and vibration drops, and the momentum to continue bringing it through to physical reality is lost. At that point, we jump timelines, from the timeline where that manifestation is certain, to a more uncertain or delayed timeline or a timeline where we simply give up.

The knitting together, the balancing of frequencies, putting us on a more even keel in the fourth dimension – the bridge between blueprint level and physical reality – is, I believe, an absolute key to taking our ascension paths, our sacred unions and our missions to the next level. The direction of energy once we are anchored and balanced in that new template is like a straight arrow running from our heart direct to our target, our physical manifestation of our heartfelt dream. The purer our energy and our intention, and the stronger our faith, the stronger and truer the arrow. It may feel less thrilling without the great surges of energy and heart expansion and elevated states of consciousness we experienced earlier in the path (we still experience fifth dimensional consciousness, of course, but it feels less elevated and unusual to us now because we’re more integrated in it and acclimatised to it) – but it will take us more directly to the highest manifestation of our desired outcome. It may still not manifest in exactly the way we expected, because we can only co-create the blueprint – the pattern, effectively. The exact circumstance, breakthrough moment or Divine orchestration may conceivably be something we never thought of, because the higher beings and the universe can view the whole picture far more broadly and with a far less limited mindset than we can!

It stands to reason that with all this re-balancing, re-aligning, shifting, patterning, transmuting and behind-the-scenes orchestration going on at the higher dimensional levels, there is not going to be much going on in the physical reality that feels like forward movement right now. Our spiritual teams and higher selves are really quite busy laying all the foundations. We can assist the process by supporting our own growth, our own steadiness, our own balance, and the steadiness of our own frequencies, consciously – by eating ever more consciously and taking part in activities that raise our vibrations which I have already explained at length in this article.

Along with all these insights today, it occurred to me that since I can see and perceive this happening in my own path, and that I am definitely in that balancing process, I do not need to keep manifesting for the same thing or praying for the dreams of my heart to happen. I have already co-created them at blueprint level. I felt more drawn to thank my spiritual team for their part in the orchestration of my dreams in physical reality, as if it had already happened, today. What is important now is continuing to allow this balancing process until I am, energetically speaking, the arrow of light, of fire, of grace fuelled by unconditional love, speeding towards its target on a beautifully straight trajectory. Keeping elevated in the fourth dimension is an easier thing to achieve than to persistently try to reach the heights of the fifth (and fifth dimensional experiences will happen more naturally anyway once we are fully anchored in the fourth) – it is the energetic state of hope, optimism, creativity, open-heartedness, open-mindedness, thinking positive, enthusiasm, faith, and being open to guidance from above. Many of the fifth-dimensional experiences we had earlier in the journey were to gift us with a vision and a certainty of creating the vision – a glimpse of the greatness, magnitude and power of our own soul. It is up to us now to build the momentum behind that vision and remember what has revealed to us in complete unshakeable faith.

As a final note, the building of that momentum may feel different to how it would feel when we were co-creating and anchoring our manifestations at blueprint level in the fifth dimension. It is hard to say how it will feel because it is so new. These insights have come to me today with a quiet assuredness and a crystal clarity, a more subtle feeling than the crazy energy spikes I have previously experienced – perhaps it is maintaining these feelings that will indicate the momentum of the straight, true fourth-dimensional arrows the intention of our souls are becoming. Or perhaps there is more yet to be revealed…

In the meantime, blaze bright. Stay straight and true. Remember your vision. Remember your power. Be your faith. If it is a deep dream of your heart and soul, if you have seen it in fifth-dimensional visions in dreams and meditation, if you have had snowballings of signs and synchronicities in relation to it, don’t dismiss it as “not meant to be”. Not yet, anyway – not while we’re deep in this re-balancing, transformative energy which is working on us and on our planet from the inside out – because the manifestations are still in process. We are master manifestors, and this is the masterclass in process.

Know, above all else, that this is NOT a plateau.

This is a precipice.

And we cannot even clearly see yet the wonders lying in wait for us over the edge. The mist will clear, the vista will be revealed, and then we will be required to take a leap of faith into our new realities.

Stand with me on the precipice – stand still, stand steady, and breathe.

With love and blessings from Silverla. Xxx.

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Manchester Lights 2017

Originally written in 2001 after the last major bomb attack in Manchester (with adjustments today to the last verse), and dedicated now with all my heart to all the beautiful people who lost their lives in last night’s attack. Sending love to all in the free world who continue to blaze with love and fight for freedom. Love is the most powerful force in the universe and it always triumphs. God bless everybody. I love you all. So much.

MANCHESTER LIGHTS

They couldn’t put the lights out over Manchester –
They couldn’t tear my hometown apart.
Strong spirit, a phoenix in all its glory;
They only opened the next chapter of our story.

Our heritage lives on in Shambles’ cosy nook,
Rebuilt brick by brick, a true labour of love
Our nightlife glows, a new sparkling rainbow,
In landmarks that could only spring from one imagination.

Magnificent visionaries with fresh technology
Bringing our city with us into the new century,
Helping it shine, and be all it can be!
Such loyal achievements stir awe inside me,
Like the defiant red letterbox that speaks our history.

The whole place is alive! And may it ever grow,
Through our dreams, our resolve and our inspiration.
My heart swelled with feeling upon my first look;
Ring the changes – all fated, all fit like a glove.

And this city still full of brave souls and strong minds…
Still with songs to sing and phoenix-spirits to rise,
We will rise again together with more fire inside.
We will rise again, this powerhouse of Lancashire pride!
They cannot put the lights out in my Manchester,
They will not stop the beat of its heart.

Copyright Silverla StMichael 2001/2017.

Remembering all those who lost their lives on 22.5.17 and with a grateful heart for all those who selflessly helped others and were a light in the darkness that night.

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Love will triumph xx

Walking In Faith

Dear ones, I was channelling angel messages for people this morning, on the hallowed day of Christmas Eve, 2016, as part of my midwinter event; and messages began to come through which are relevant for all of humanity, and certainly in particular for those who are angels incarnated and walking the earth, otherwise known as earth angels, the “ground crew”, or the warriors of light. This is a message of hope, joy and great promise and I deliver it to you with love this magical Christmas Eve.

Walk in faith, dear, shining spirits, our brothers and sisters on earth; walk in faith. We realise that is easier said than done while physically incarnated on the planet earth, but we bring to you the assurance that it is becoming easier, it is becoming more possible now as the frequencies and levels of light on your planet are changing and shifting. You have held faith so long in the emergence of higher dimensional realities on planet earth, in the possibility of earth ascending, in the possibility of heaven on earth being created, and in the possibility of humanity being healed and resonating at last to the frequency of unconditional love, the unity consciousness you have so long striven for. We know it has been long, longer than we had planned, in fact, and your capacity for faith, love and trust in those of us who remained in the angelic realm to overlight your progress has been unshakeable. We honour you for this, dear ones, and gently applaud your bright, beaming lights woven in an intricate web around the etheric levels of your planet at this time.

We did not mean for it to be so long, so arduous or so hard for you; please know this, our precious soul family. We knew it would be a formidable task, as did you when you agreed to take your places on the earth plane to assist with this considerable project. What we did not anticipate was the amount of resistance from people and whole places still sleeping spiritually or aligned with darker energies. There have been cosmic curveballs cast into the mix in waves this earth year, which we know you have felt and experienced as chaos and confusion. We thank you, magnificent and wise beings, for staying so steady in your light and holding the energy of peace, stillness and serenity in the midst of the storm. In your dreams and meditations, we briefed the highest parts of you on what was occurring in the higher realms and yet for many of you it would have thrown you off-track so tremendously to make you consciously aware, that until now it has not been quite the time to reveal it to you. Those of you who have felt delayed or discouraged in achieving your goals or awaiting the outcomes of your divinely-orchestrated desires and manifestations, this has been down to our engagement in events as they arose. Please know that even this has been divinely orchestrated and planned, and it was always meant to be unexpected, for that has been the only way of purging and clearing old, negative or dark templates. Our growing, shared, collective light radiating around the planet and even out into the cosmos has placed opposing forces in a corner so that they have exposed their tactics in a way they did not mean to reveal, and this can now be transmuted. Many of you who, at soul level, for you are angels, archangels and ascended masters walking the earth in a human body, have been engaged with us in these great waves of healing, light and transformation, will feel soul tired and rocked to your very core. We are grateful for you standing with us and we are humbled by your capacity to ride the storm with us, and yet still continue spreading light and love in your earthly existence. We always knew you were the most powerful souls amongst us; we never knew quite how powerful until we saw your resplendence in action.

And yes, even now you may feel almost as though you are on a plateau; unmoving, still, and unable to shift forward. You feel like nothing is happening towards your dreams, and you even wonder whether your dreams are false programmes, or false ideas and inspirations, things never meant to be, simply because the synchronicities towards their manifestation have dried up, you don’t receive the signs any more, and there has been no physical evidence of movement towards them for many months, while simultaneously there has been a global sense of chaos and change. You see, on the physical plane level, you are all in a holding-pattern; you are all, seemingly, exactly where you were before these times of turbulence ensued, because, dear ones, you have been preoccupied. Your energy has been taken up, you key angelics on earth and all of your soul-kin, in laying foundations and acting as anchor-points for an ever-growing and unprecedented grid of light on a larger scale than we originally expected. This grid of light is iridescent and radiant; its energy is capable of bringing great miracles and great relief to you and your planet. While much of your (and our) soul energy has been directed at this task, at this great architecture and expression of your infinite capacity for unconditional love, our energy has not therefore been directed at developing your blueprints for manifestation in your own personal lives, long since dreamed, visualised and created in your and our hearts for your highest good. Yet these, too, are important – because what brings you greater joy and harmony in your lives also radiates out and creates ripples of miracle frequency in the cosmos at large; these, too, are important because you are intended to be inspirational to others in your mastery of living in the new templates and energies of earth; these, too, are important because they are building-blocks for the heaven on earth you will, ultimately and eventually, create.

What has already been achieved is freedom, a sense of freedom which will underpin everything else to follow. Feed not the fear, because you will see the blow-out and the repercussions of securing this freedom in the cycle of time to follow, the resistance and the backlash against it, and the breakthroughs we have made. Understand that this has already occurred at an energetic level and will occur in physical reality on earth, but you will see echoes of what we have been through at soul level in the physical reality first. Take this as a sign that the time of true miracles is coming and be strong in your hearts. Know that love has prevailed and that all you have dreamed and desired – in truth, all of your destiny as it belongs to you, because dear ones, dreams, desires and inspirations are planted in your hearts by God to show you what is meant for you – is coming. Be unwavering in your strength and your faith in this, our promise to you our angelic brethren on earth. As the great web of light, woven with magical love, comes to completion, the human angelic energy will once again be free to pour into their own individual creations and manifestations, and the resultant joy will ripple out creating even more love, light and harmony for all on earth.

So many of you have questioned your mission, especially those of you quite recently awakened to the truth of who you are at soul level, of why you are where you are on planet earth at this time, and how you make a difference. Bright ones, the answer was in front of you all along; it truly was. You are already living, breathing, walking your mission. You question what you should be doing and look for signs and clues, but your mission is not like an earthly job, which you do to create the abundance you need for a comfortable life. Your mission simply is; you are your mission; and just by being here on earth, just by being, at this time, you are already on your mission. Many of the tasks your soul has contracted to do via agreements before your birth here are completed at soul level and in the higher dimensions; indeed, everything, generally, is created at blueprint level, in the realms of the imagination and the desires of the higher heart, and then gently showers down as seeds of light, dream-stars if you will, into your physical reality. At times you see glimpses of your mission-work in dreams, just as you see glimpses of your future or meet up with other beings with whom you have soul connections, and these glimpses are gifts from us to light your path and keep you on the right track; each one divinely timed and planned for optimum effect as your journey unfolds. Often, you do not know the full extent of what your soul is working on in the etheric levels. If there is something you are meant to do in physical reality, it is often a follow-up or a resultant ripple divinely inspired after the work done on the higher planes; occasionally we will inspire you to consciously send energy into a high-level working. You need not worry about this or fear you are missing the signals: when you are meant to know, you will know. We will assure this; this is our role as your co-creators anchored still in the higher frequencies. Your role is to be connected with the energy of earth and the energy of humanity to bring all our work to bear in the physical realm. Your role is to believe in miracles and know that all these things are possible. Yes, your role is to walk in faith.

There is no “secret” that needs to be revealed or discovered at this point; or, if there is, it is not one sole piece of wisdom or one sole inspiration which gives you your life’s directive, or one sole occurrence in your life or moment you have been waiting for. It is a feeling, a frequency, one which many of you are open to and becoming willing to uphold on earth at this time; a frequency brought through from higher dimensions, which is the fullness, beauty and luminescence of true unconditional love, the true power of the heart; and as you open yourself to higher-dimensional activations you will feel it more and more and begin to understand that it builds, dear ones; it builds each time you receive a higher activation and eventually, it ought to be that those who walk the earth will be able to hold in their human bodies the capacity to feel the full force of this frequency. This is the source of all creation and the answer beyond all answers. This is God, and it is you, and it is us, and it is inspiration, and it is creation, and it is light, and it is love, and it is all things; for we are not just interconnected, dear children of the angels, but we are all one heart, beating in rhythm with the universe, singing in harmony with the heavens, and loving with the fierceness of the holy fire and the abandon of the wildest forces of nature. This power lies within you, and it grows. That is the only purpose you will ever need.

Be blessed with the knowledge of the greatness and yet gentleness, softness, peacefulness of your soul this winter time, our friends, our family, our selves reflected on earth. It will carry you forward and love will reign again. Walk in faith; love will reign again.

Channelled by Silverla StMichael from Silverla in archangelic and goddess aspect and all the Angels of Light.

With thanks to the soul sisters whose readings brought in the seeds of this transmission; wishing great blessings on your hearts for the part you played in this.

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Yule and Christmas Blessings

I just wanted to take a moment to send Yule and Christmas blessings to all my blog followers. Thank you for reading, commenting and reaching out; I appreciate each one of you taking an interest in my journey and the information I have shared here. I am surprised and humbled by how many readers and commenters I have, and I certainly feel blessed for it. I wish you all peace, love, blessings, magic and miracles this festive season, into 2017 and beyond, and that your festive wishes do indeed come true.

Please feel welcome to join my spiritual community on Facebook for events, workshops, insights, guidance and song readings:

https://www.facebook.com/spiritualsolace/

Also please feel welcome to join in my Soul Songs session on Tuesday 2oth December – you can request a free song reading here:

You can also contact me by email at spiritualsolace22@gmail.com if you have general questions about any of my information or experiences or if you just want to share an experience with someone who gets it, though please be aware I am not currently offering private on-demand readings as I have a lot on my plate right now.

Sending much love and light to you and yours! Silverla. Xxx.

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Writing A New Story

I am writing a new story. Not just a new chapter, but a whole new story. Having climbed a mountain, metaphorically and in some ways literally speaking, I stand now on the precipice and looking out over vistas I never previously would have been able to comprehend. I take in the magnificence of the view; I feel the holiness, the sanctity and the sense of being at one with the divine in the breathtaking interweaving of colour, depth, shape, texture, contour and vibration set now before me. I allow it all to fall at my feet now. I allow it all.

I am free; I am entirely limitless in every sense of the word. Restrictions no longer apply as I am one with everything, with every vibration, with every possibility. Everything is right here, visible now and within my grasp. I am free to choose, and the choices are endless, limitless, boundless, formless, free. I am free to stand here, in my place, as a guardian and a gatekeeper turning the wheels of the cosmos from my archangelic vantage-point; I am free to see and envision and dream into existence everything that my heart yearns for. I am free to listen to the call of my heart and the call of the universe and go to where I am guided. I am free to be myself, to express myself, to speak the truth in my soul and to wander like the forever gypsy I am in the core of my soul to any corner of the earth where I feel a sense of belonging. All places are but a heartbeat away and I am simultaneously everywhere I need to be, right here in this now moment, and knowing that I will experience this in my physical and energetic realities – as a vibration in this moment and every moment, and as a physical experience in a specified moment in linear time as orchestrated by my highest soul.

Free of all karma, restriction, self- or human-imposed doubt or limitation, I am completely healed and whole, with no remaining soul wounds. In this high vibratory state I now ascend effortlessly, noticing with sharpness and clarity every sign, synchronicity, message and activation meant for me, or meant for me to pass on to others, or meant for me to ground into Gaia through the light-anchor that is my physical body here on earth. Free of all and any previous negative or lower states of being, I am open and able to accept ALL the blessings, magic, love, joy and miracles of the universe, which it has always been safe-keeping for me. I gratefully and joyfully receive all blessings, magic, love, joy and miracles due to me NOW with open arms and an open heart and I claim them as mine. I know I am deserving and worthy of all the goodness that has been created for me and by me. I know I am loved, that I am beauty, that I am grace, that I am perfection in the eyes of God, my spiritual team and my own higher self. All the wonderful experiences that have been planned and created for and by me are now made fully manifest and I see and hold them in my heart in glorious technicolour; I will experience them in my physical and energetic realities – as a vibration in this moment and every moment, and as a physical experience in a specified moment in linear time as orchestrated by my highest soul.

There is nothing my heart desires that is impossible, unattainable or unachievable; this I know as a deep core soul truth in the very centre of my being. I resonate with the vibration of my heart’s desires knowing they are directives from God and that they reflect the masterplan for this incarnation made by my highest self in conjunction with my spiritual guides. There is only good, only God, in my desires and therefore they are meant for me. There is only purity, a willingness to serve, and an openness to receive all the blessings and miracles created for me, in my intentions. I know I already am and have everything I need to reach any and all states of joy and fulfilment I wish to experience. Therefore, I know that loving sacred union is mine now, made fully manifest and blissfully radiant as an energy and a vibration, which I will experience in this moment and every moment, and which I will physically experience at the most perfect and magical moment in linear time as orchestrated by my highest soul. And this in the most synchronistic, serendipitous, flowing circumstance and in a state of transcendence and high soul elevation so it will be most clear that the hand of God and the hand of angels are involved. This is a blessing from the highest dimensions which I am grateful for now and will always be. I am loving, I am loved, and I am love. Therefore I am in sacred union, and therefore, my sacred union flows to me effortlessly; I am fearless, free and aware of every opportunity, every synchronicity, along the way and ready to take action to anchor this in physical reality and I trust that it is so.

I am endlessly abundant. Everything is provided that I need and I am by extension always able to provide abundantly for my children too. Everything I have is secure and so I can focus on my spiritual growth and my endless capacity for learning, teaching, creativity and ascension. I am creative and I now bring my unique creative contributions into being and into play on the earth plane. As I write, as I sing, as I create with music, as I create with word, as I create with love, as I channel from the higher realms, as I create with visualisation, as I create with others, may all these creations be blessed and be of the highest source of inspiration and therefore of service to all of humanity as well as a limitless and perfect expression of myself. My gifts and talents are seen and recognised by everyone who is touched by them and they bring endless opportunity to create more financial abundance in my life. As part of the creative process, my life is transforming right now, magically and with limitless grace, not just for the better but for the absolute best, the ideal and the highest good of myself, everyone I love, and all of humanity. It is elevating to create a new life in the new earth, a life bringing into harmony the higher dimensions with my physical experience, a life where my dreams and my daily existence collide and where magic trips on ahead of me sowing its beautiful jewels in my path ahead at all moments, stretching throughout this lifetime and beyond into the next, into all past, parallel and future lives. I truly know I live a charmed life and this is increasingly physically evident. The guidance to stay in this flow of joy, abundance, delight and magic ever flows, ever grows, and ever more clearly presents; for my spiritual team always walk by my side.

I am magical and I have the power. I am grateful for the gifts I have and the knowledge of who I am on a deep soul level. My power is great and your power is great, too. It is joyful and safe to use our power to co-create a better world; this is my path and this is the path I will stay true to always. We weave dreams into being with the power of our imaginations, fuelled by the only currency that really matters, love, which burns with the flames of eternity in our blazing hearts. All of us. Some of us are in resonance with the highest dreams, and the more of us become in resonance with the highest possible dreams, the highest possible choices, the highest possible realities, the more heaven-like our earth will become, thus creating the heaven on earth promised by many mystics and religious traditions. I am already playing my part in dreaming this into being and I call upon you now to reach higher, to ask for the highest dreams to be placed in your heart, to join me in visualising it, seeing it, holding it in your heart; if you are guided to read this, you can be assured the time is right for you to discover this truth and to join this league of dreamers now. We can be love. We can be light. We can be angels here walking this earth. The truth is, we already are. We only have to remember.

I am choosing the highest path for me, and by ripple effect the highest path for all humanity, now. The dreams I already have in my heart, the precious reflections of my plan for this lifetime, are placed there for a reason and a purpose and I trust in this and so beam these dreams out sharply, clearly and vividly with my heart-seeing now, knowing that they accordingly manifest with speed, precision and the grace of God. The trust I have in my heart and the deepest part of my soul for my guides, means that I allow their intervention in every aspect of my physical life, my energetic life and my dreams; if they can see a higher path than I can, something better than I can envision, then I know they will bring that into being for me. I am in full surrender to the wondrous and endless bounty of the universe. And I know my dreams or something better will manifest, have already manifested and can be accessed in this moment and every moment energetically, and at a specified moment in linear time in physical reality as orchestrated by my guides and my highest self. I accept all of this with my grateful and open heart now.

I am writing a new story. I am in my most perfect timeline and trajectory for perfect peace, happiness, fulfilment, union and heaven on earth now and I will not waver from it. I accept all blessings, magic, manifestations and miracles due to me now and always. My heartfelt dreams become reality and my overspilling joy, bliss and unconditional love become service and a higher vision for all of humanity and for our beautiful planet, our Mother Gaia. All is well. I am that I am. And so it is, Amen.

Soul Songs

Dear ones, it has been a while.

The energetic shifting over the summer has been intense for me; I am guessing it has been incredibly intense for you too.

It has also been a summer of magical synchronicity and signs on my path, laced particularly with music – songs which have played repeatedly in my life or popped into my mind spontaneously; songs which seem to have a relevant message for what I am experiencing or feeling on my journey. I call these soul songs or song synchs.

Archangel Raphael has been quite insistent with me that the way I work my spiritual mission had to change. While doing a day-job and raising two children simultaneously, I was close to burn-out with the hours of time and buckets of energy I was pouring into fun reading events, workshops, free seasonal celebrations on my page and private readings.

Right now, I am in the process of re-inventing my mission and making it more specific to the main groups I feel I need to be in service to: other twin flames, those undergoing spiritual awakening, and those who need help or guidance regarding their spiritual children or youngsters – especially those who belong to my soul family.

Since the soul songs have been so prevalent for me and such a constant source of guidance, encouragement and comfort from above as well as a form of 5D communication between myself and my twin flame (which I suspected and which was then confirmed in a reading I received), they are my starting-point.

Most Tuesday evenings (GMT), I will be doing a Soul Songs session on my Facebook page:

http://www.facebook.com/spiritualsolace

People will be able to request their free song reading from Monday evening (GMT) onwards. I am asking that you post a YouTube link to a song which is haunting you, following you, spontaneously coming to mind, or if you’ve never had a song reading before, possibly start with an all-time favourite song which probably carries major life themes for you within its lyrics, melodies and harmonies. If you have a particular current question or area you wish for guidance on, that can be posted too (especially those falling into the above categories I am seeking to work with, though I will read on other questions).

Between 7.30-8.30pm (approx., GMT) on the Tuesday evening I will then complete as many song readings as I can and some weeks there will also be an introductory video, sometimes featuring a message for everybody or picking up one of the requests as a video reading.

This starts tonight, 6th September, and you are all most welcome to join me.

Namaste, dear ones. More soon, Silverla. Xxx.